#1 SUGA x READER
(Y/N) POV-----
Yoongi and I have been together for just over two years now, but we've known each other for about 4 years. I havent seen him often recently because of his tour, which left him going overseas. But before he left he was....colder. He pushed me away, in fact, we didn't even sleep in the same bed for two months prior to his leaving.
Of course, Ive called him while he's been over sea's, but he's always seemed so tired and distant, I hadn't heard him say that he loved me, not once for the past 6 months. He used to tell me every day, he used to call me every day, but not anymore. I miss him.....and I worry...that he may not love me anymore.
I decided I should consult him about it, after all, we needed to sort this out. I went over to my laptop which was sitting on my bed, before opening it and checking the time where he was. It was midday for him, while it was early morning for me.
After a few rings, a tired looking Yoongi picked up. "What?" he asked, annoyance clear in his tone, and his face looked less than impressed to see me causing my heart to squeeze. I pushed it back though.
"Oppa! Annyeong! How are you?" I asked, keeping a smile on my face. His eyes narrowed at me through the screen.
"What do you want?" Not even a simple hello or, I'm fine, from him....i missed him.
"I..uh..." I took a deep breath, "We need to talk." I said firmly, holding my head high.
"Not now, I have work to do. We can talk later," he said,
"Oh no you don't! We talk now mister or I swe-" he hung up.....he hung up on me. I stayed frozen in place staring at the screen. Tears leaked from my eyes. It was official, he no longer loved me. My feelings were one-sided.
Standing up as the hot trails of tears ran down my cheeks, I started to pack a few of my things from my apartment, before calling (B/F/N). She said I could stay at her place while I deal with these issues.
I knew Yoongi got back in a week, and when he got back, he would have a lovely surprise. I packed up EVERYTHING of his from my apartment, leaving all of it by the door before grabbing a pen and paper.
'Yoongi,
We're through. I'm sorry if I was clingy, or if I did something wrong to cause these feeling to become one-sided, but I'm fixing that now. You no longer have to deal with me. Here is all your stuff, take it back to your dorm, I'll be staying elsewhere until I'm sure you have left the apartment.
Goodbye Yoongi, I'm sorry that you stayed with a girl you didn't love.
~(Y/N)'
I wrote the letter but it seemed way too nice. I was angry, I was enraged!! He ignored me, he never paid attention to me, he wouldn't even talk to me!! What happened to my Yoongi? The one who called me every day, regardless of how busy he was! The one that constantly reminded me of how much he loved me. The Yoongi that loved to cuddle and sleep, and would never push me away and tell me to sleep in a different bed! Ripping up the first note, I got started on a new one.
'Yoongi,
How dare you! Were you playing with me? Was that all I was to you? Just a toy or trophy for you to keep! If you stopped loving or having any feelings for me whatsoever, then you should have just said so! I hate being lied to and played for a fool.
Here is your stuff, you're lucky I didn't burn it all. Take it and leave me alone! You've hurt me enough.
From the ex-girlfriend with one-sided feelings,
~(Y/N)
P.S. Don't look for me, you won't find me. At least now you don't have to tell ARMY's about our relationship!'
I was satisfied with this note, so I left it on the kitchen counter where he could clearly see it, before taking my bags and things to the car and driving off. I was going to stay with (B/F/N) until Yoongi had taken everything from my apartment.
