Sad and depressing A/N

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Hallo... You can see, I'm all alone With sadness and depression.. Because today, is my awful and bad day.. It all started like this:

One day, I have arrived in my school safe and sound and it seems like a good day for me. We don't have any classes because some of our teachers were really busy and has no time to teach. But, there are soo many things to write in some of our subjects. Lucky for us, it does not have any lessons to listen. Because, again, all of our teachers are reeeaally busy. A few hours later, it was lunch time already. Which means, after lunch time, we will have break time as well! :D. It was really fun to watch the boys playing with each other. The air's breeze is normal and cold. Then, our lunch and break time was over. It is time for us to go inside the classroom. In two-o'-clock, (less or more) our teacher left our room because she has something to do with her work. Then, my classmates was... Really crazy and noisy. Some was screaming, some was playing Pokémon cards (and yes, they do..) And some was talking as a group, but some was talking in duo.. While me, just sits still and did nothing.. One of my classmate was sitting in front of me because he (he's a boy FYI) has someone to talk to. They were really happy. They laughed and laughed until my classmate (which is the boy one) turns his chair and talked to me. And no, he is NOT my crush. We were really happy, laughing in each other.. But then, when some of my classmates talked to him and regreted me. I saw my other classmates coloring a coloring book. I turned to them and talked. One of them is my crush while the other one was his best friend (or lover which makes me a yandere girl 😛 lol). One of my other classmate wanted to join to their coloring. They agreed. I was just watching them to color until one of my classmate excused and didn't want to join the coloring. But it's okay with them. One classmate of mine (which is the boy I talked earlier) has a necklace that is said to protect themselves from a monster or anything. Then, my classmate (my crush) said that I was the monster. Then they played fun of me. (Don't worry, it's not bullying) I was mad. Then I talked back to my classmate (crush). He was mad. Leading him to talk back once more. I was really mad. We started to argue. Surprisedly, he told my best friend my top secret. My promise to my best friend. Then, she made the funny-but-serious face to me. I was reeaally angry, then I punched him SLOWLY. Boy, the argument was much worse. We talked back rudely, I was offended and he as well. He walked off. He arrived again but when he sat on his chair, he covered his face with his jacket so that he could not look at me. He cried (I think). One of my classmate didn't noticed, then he came closer to me and said "you know what, if you have make-up, your crush will be surprised". " what? No way! I will not do that such disgusting- girly things like that" I replyed. My classmate heard what I said. He thought I meant my classmate that was crying. Then, he told him what I have said. "THAT IS NOT TRUE!" I said, with a smack of my hand on the table. Because of my anger, I flipped my chair angrily. But I put it on it's original place with a STOMP and a crossed arms wrapping my body. I started to cry.

And that's it. Probably, I started the argument because I talked him back really rude. And yes, it my fault. I'm such an idiot. I wanted to smack myself with a hamer. 

The question is: do I really have to say sorry to him? Or leave him alone. What do you think?

Also, the part two chapter will be out soon! I promise. Anyways, bye bye for now!

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