Hey ! Careful .
Sorry .
Hmm.
Thats it . I couldn't take anymore . He is not arrogant , he is cold .and that's the thing bothers me the most ...
he cares about every one but his coldness doesn't let him near people. Every one thinks him bad . Why play the bad guy ? When u r not ....
I screamed with all the emotions I have been suppressing for so long ...I can't let him , I can't see him getting isolated from everyone . I can't let him be alone .....
Kaname-sama why do u act cold ? You know if u go one like this , u won't ever actually make any friends ...
Every one will stay away from u .
I cried out , my eyes all teary . It's embarrassing , he might will come to know that I love him and he doesn't !
But anything happens doesn't matter , I can't let him be like this ....
What happened himawari ?
I can't see u like this ...I screamed again ....I looked up at him with my eyes full of tears .
Bad idea ! Very very bad idea . I sure m the stupidest girl of this world , he might read my eyes ....
Read my eyes ??!! I suddenly stopped my thoughts which were starting a race in my head.
Why would he do that ? look at him. No word . Not a single one, neither any expression.
It's him and he doesn't care about me at all.
R u angry cz I m different than u expectations ?
Expectations ? ! I was surprised ,
what he actually wants to say . His face I can't read . Is he trying to make fun of me ?
U like me ,rt ?
My heart just escaped a beat ! He knew ? The sweetness I usually have just died with his one single statement ....
I asked calmly , from when did u know ?
From the day u came to meet me at jungle .
U knew all this time ?
Yes .
You knew all and still pretended to be not knowing ?
Himawari it's a cruel world , it's not like what u have seen till now .
The outside is not ur family . There are cruel people like this . And it's better if u get to know the cruelty from me .
Stop , stop ...I begged inside my head ...plz stop . I don't want to see u like this . I don't want to see kaname sama be like this. Don't make me hate u ....plz ....plz ....I sensed again the hot feeling rolling down from my cheeks , and it's not stopping ....
