Chapter 17:
[Garcia's POV]
As soon as she walked out the door, she could see Prentiss and JJ in tears. They just stood there, looking at Garcia, and it was as if no hope was left in them. Garcia started crying, she was desolate. He was dead, he was really dead. Gone. There was no going back, and no taking back all her hurtful words and actions. Her head hurt so much from crying and not getting enough sleep. But in reality she didn't care anymore. Derek was her support, her life, the reason her smile was so big every single day. And now when he was gone, she didn't know anymore. She went into the car with the others, she noticed that JJ kept looking down, it made her break even more. She could feel her heart fall to the ground and break into small pieces. She just sat there, she didn't know what to say or do. Her feelings took complete control over her body. They flew back home, she cried herself to sleep in the Jet. "Garcia, we're home, you have to wake." Reid said, softly. She smiled at him, with a big and wide smile. She felt good. She got into her office, and JJ was there. JJ looked at her with red eyes. Why was her eyes red? And then the remembered. It wasn't a dream. Oh my god, he was gone, she couldn't believe it. She collapsed in tears, she just laid on the floor, shaking....
