Mr. Sugg

chapter fitfteen

Joe ,Caspar and Byron all wanted to go to diner with me so I agreed. Shoving on plain light blue jeans, a black shirt with a bomber and converse.
We drove to nando's and ordered
"Can I ask one question?" Caspar asked
"Of course" I replied placing down my drink
"Have you two done it in the cupboard at college ,yet?" Caspar asked
Joe laughed lightly with Byron
"No Caspar" I smirked
Joe kissed my cheek.
"So how did the exams go?" Byron asked
"Sort of good but I felt like some not so good!" I admitted
"You'd of done good  " Caspar smiled
Of course afterwards Joe dropped me off with a kiss
~~ sorry I know there's been a lot of time skips recently

2 weeks
I gazed down at my letter
Y/n you have been accepted into Edinburgh university
I couldn't believe it. I wanted to get out of college as soon as possible a few months back but that all changed when I met Joe. I didn't wanna leave. Them plans of living with Joe had now gone. It was ages away from London.
"Y/N CAN YOU COME HERE PLEASE!"
Mum yelled
I took my letter walking downstairs to see Leon , mam and Joe.
"What's going on?" I asked
"Wanna see your results with you" Joe said signalling to the envelope on the counter.
"My results...there here!" I said
"C'mon on then !" Leon smiled.
I took the letter with trembling hands, increasing heart and my stomach in knots. If I didn't get these results I would cry. I tore open the delicate paper and slid out the folded sheet.
My eyes widened.
"So...?" Joe asked
"Media i got a B , English i got a A "i begun "and history i got an A*"
"See i knew you'd do it!" Joe smiled
"Off the Edinburgh I see" mam said
I looked at Joe.
"Its fine your mum told me everything!" Joe eased
"What about you Leon?" I asked
"All B's off to oxford" Leon admitted
"Well done!" I smiled "Joe can I have a private word....please"
Joe nodded and followed me through to the living room.
"Wow!, you've done amazing!" Joe smiled 
"Yeah I know"
"Mind you don't look very happy about it" Joe wondered
"I am ..I really am but I don't wanna leave you!" I admitted
"No no y/n!" Joe sighed "don't say that!, listen I'm gonna miss you a shit ton , I'm gonna miss that little laugh, your eyes, your figure, your voice ...I'm gonna miss you but you need to go a live your life!"
I instantly felt tears sting and Joe cupped my face
"Joe I wanna stay with you!, I wanna live with you!"
"I want that too but you need to go!, I'll come see you graduate and I'll visit" Joe insisted "it'll be an amazing experience!"
Joe pressed his lips to mine. Deeply kissing.
That night to lift my spirit we went out. Me, Joe, jack, Caspar, Byron and Conor.
A few drinks we headed to Joe's.
Zoe greeted me with open arms
"You did it!" Zoe coed "your going to uni!!"
"I know!" I smiled
"Are you happy?" Alfie asked
"Yeah , just nervous!" I admitted
"Aww you'll be fine!" Jack smiled.
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We had some drinks. Zalfie had to leave sadly after a while..
"Good luck!!" Zoe smiled
"Best of luck y/n!" Alfie smiled
"Thank you!" I replied over the music. Joe showed them out.
He grabbed me tightly against him.
"Last time your gonna dance with me!" Joe smirked.
Grabbing joes hands, bending at the knees squatting down still locked eyes with Joe smirking, then trailing back grabbing his shirt bending slightly, kissing his lips. Pulling away. We all kept dancing to the music.
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Staying the night. I sat alone in the room i and Joe shared. Scrolling through multiple pictures we took together. It was upsetting to think I'd not see him for ages. He was my whole world. I watched little snap chat videos We'd took where we were basically laughing, joking, flipping each other off. Slowly he appeared at the door.
"Hey , there you are!" Joe said walking in,
I smiled and looked at his beautiful features "you nervous?"
Joe sat beside me taking me in his arms where I nodded against his chest.
"Its okay!" Joe eased In a whisper.
Running his hands through my hair and soothing me.
One week with Joe then I was away.
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The week went too fast, today was the day I left. Most of my stuff was there already, I only had to take a few things with me.
Leon embraced me in a tight hug and said his goodbyes. Joe stopped by to say his goodbye.
"This Is it" joe sighed
"Yep" I agreed
I jumped onto Joe. We both kissed deeply and it was the best one yet. Running my hands through his hair and his through mine. We pulled away and separated.
"Call me when you land ,yeah..?"Joe insisted
"I will" I agreed
"I love you miss y/l/n!" Joe smirked
"I love you Mr sugg" I smirked
Getting into the uber to the airport. I watched Joe as the car started up. His eyes were filled with water and so where mine but we promised each other we'd stay positive.

On the way , my mind wondered. All our memories I suppose. I smiled to myself ,clutching my phone and watching the rain fall down the window.

College can be the best years of your life or the worst where your smacking a book into your skull having a full mental breakdown either over coursework or picking what to wear. There's no in between

For me it was both, let's see what university holds. All I can say is 'fuck it', I'm gonna do this with no drama, no fuss and no love life. Every moment of uni was gonna add up. At the end i'd see him again.

THE END

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