-Crazy Bitch- A Male Reader X Catherine Fanfic

I'm yours~(p3)

Btw. There will be alot of parts to this. And also have you seen the summary, I edit it.
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Those days from there were pretty awesome actually for you. You and claire hung out more everyday, to the point where you basically lived with her most of the time. You were less stressed than usual and almost forgot about the Lillie being "missing" thing.

Well since the wonderful, more like terrible, author said something about Lillie! Your memories of Lillie flood back to your head, giving you a sudden headache. But this headache wasn't in the head. It was in your heart.

She was your first, you were her's. She was your first kiss, the first to ever actually care about you. I mean sure you had your parents but half the time they didn't even acknowledged you in the house. But Lillie cared. She was sweet but sassy.

You were currently in third period when those memories came back. Claire was next to you, talking about a tattoo she wanted to get. The two idiots in front of you, doing the usual, you know talking about boobs like this book does alot. And Catherine was burning holes in back of your's and Claire's heads.

As you thought more of Lillie, the less you were connected to reality. The noisy students got quieter, their voices fading into muffle. A ringing in your ears got louder every minute that passed by.

You missed her. You still loved her. You wanted her back.

A few days ago, cops have called your phone to tell you about her. You wouldn't stop crying that day.

They found her body.

She was abandoned in a river, floating in the shallow water of the shore. A couple had found her first is what the news said, then the cops did. The images of her face flashed in front of you again and again. Her face was bloody and her head was beaten into, like a bat or something hit her many times.

She was really gone. And you couldn't do anything about it.

Your body went numb and your emotions left you. You couldn't move, couldn't speak, not even think. You didn't do anything. All you did was sit there, breathing. And then you did do something.

You cried.

You were in another place now, it was dark here. Just like your nightmare. But the darkness felt nice and comforting now, not eery and unwelcome. You curled into a ball on the ground, wanting to go away.

"(Y/N)...."

Your head whipped up and looked around. You heard a voice, faint and soft like a whisper calling out in a way. It came again. But next to you.

"Don't cry.......I'm here...."

You looked beside you. She was here. You reached out and touched her cheek. It was soft and warm, but had a tint of coldness to it. She was really here, with you.

Fresh tears started to stream down your face again. You buried your face in your knees that have squeezed into your chest, and sniffled muffling your cries.

Suddenly you were being shaken like crazy, a muffled name being yelled at you. You listened again only to hear your name. You finally, after what seemed like hours, snapped out of it, with students looking at you and a worried as hell Claire holding no, gripping your shoulders.

You quickly wiped your face, mainly the cheeks for there were now tear stains. You felt foolish and embarrassed for crying in front of everyone. All those eyes staring into your self-being, judging you for everything you do. You just want to crawl into a ball and hide away from this world. Hide away from the people in it. Hide away from the problems.