Rescue Me

The Swarm

"What the fuck how can you do that to me?, no I won't let you,,no your mine you don't need that twat look at you? Just look  you don't look happy at all, you maybe smiling but your eyes say a different story when I look into them I see sadness , I see heartbreak mostly of all I see a princess, please Cassie I think you could be the one"

I could feel the Max's tears drip on to my clothes, and him grabbing me tighter with every word he said pressing his forehead to mine and his hand on the back of my neck and our lips just touching, it felt that he was keeping me held down on this spot,they was no space between us every bit of our body was touching each other,the cold weather and the rain didn't bother us I had him in my arms that's all that matter.

"I'm so sorry, I didn't want to tell you because I knew you wouldn't of meet me today, and you would walked out of my life with no goodbye, you would of left me upset,look I know this is not how you imagined how this day would happen or what will happen to you and me, I know you us to become something but we can't be come something if i'm with josh, I don't think me and Josh have got long left he keeps going all the time not coming back for three days without saying one word,coming home smelling of other girls, lipstick smeared on his shirts and on his neck, if you wait then we can be together please baby just wait please"

"Cassie don't cry look I understand you love Josh more than me"

"No"

"Yes if you fucking love me like you say you do you would be with me"

"I can't  just leave Josh just like that"

"Yes you can its easy, its either me or him,take our pick , once you made decision you can't change it  no running back, come on take your pick"

"Please don't do this"

"Get off me, until you make your choice, Cassie you can't do this to me you can't a spend a night with me and text me saying you can't stop thinking about me Cassie

I didn't hear the rest, I just ran where ever my feet would take me I could hear Max still shouting for me begging for me to stop I could'nt stop my feet , I was so scared I didn't want anyone near me I need to think, I can't cope any more this has got to much, I made such an horrible mess and its up to me to sort, should I go and say? shall I stay unhappy or go and be happy and hurt the ones I love? I feel so horrible right now how could I do this to Josh, after everything Josh has done for me stayed with me when all my family just walked out and left me Just because I was pregnant but was they their when I lost the baby? no Josh was every step of the way, yeah he may have cheated and walked out on me and left me like a lovesick fool but it did was make me stronger, it made me leanring who to trust and who not to trust. 

Running past everyone in the streets feeling the rain drops on my head, I could hear Max's voice in the distance begging for me come back, I could'nt go back because I know I'm not going back to Josh, I choose Max's he mines and nobody else he is mine , I want Max, that's I all I want I want Max to grow old and making cookies with in our underwear and well end up with cookies everywhere, I can't believe I ran away when I could be with him, laughing and having fun, he could be the one,what i'm doing running. I'm not missing out on this happiness i'm going back for him

"MAXXXX wait for me I need to tell you

BANG 

"CASSIE NO "