Rescue Me

Forever and Always

What the hell is that noise? urghhh my head is pounding so much.What the fuck? where am I?oh my god I'am in so much pain,Where's Max?Where's my clothes?Why I'am wearing this horrible hospital gown? woah hospital gown, did I just say that? wait im in hospital?what who why when.

"Max is that you,baby please tell me what happened? why i'm hear?tell me im dreaming?"

"Cassie you're finally up, I have been worried so much, you have been on a life support machine for a week,baby I was so scared that I had losted you for good, baby you died twice the doctors had to bring you back to life on the scenes and in here I so scared,When that bullet hit baby"

"Wait I was shot?,No what, why who?

"Baby calm down,the police are looking for the shooter,baby listen to me do you remember a thing of what happened?, any thing baby,a car? the person face? clothes?,please think baby"

"Think how can I fuckin think at a time like this,somebody wants me dead,why what have I done to deserve this?Max what why me? 

"Cassie please don't cry,Cassie please baby your making me cry,Cassie I'm so sorry Its all my fault,I should of looked after you more,I swear this is all my fault"

"Max come here baby, lay down next to me, please I need you to hold me"

Looking at Max I could tell he has been here for a while he was still wearing the same clothes he wore when I was urm urm shot, I really did'nt want to say that out loud as it will make it seem so real.This is all just a bad dream soon as I wake up it will be over and its was just a bad bad horrible dream.Just imagine my life could have been over, and I haven't done as much as I wanted to, I haven't had the chance to for fill my future job or dreams,I haven't even got my tattoo done yet,Oh god!

I want you forever, forever and always,through the good and the bad and the ugly,we'll grow old together;Forever and always, I could hear Max singing that in my ear I knew that song, it was one of ours songs, we would sing it to each other whenever we argued with each other, or when it was time to say goodbye, which is one of the hardest things I ever have to do,I would rather take another bullet than have to say goodbye to Max.

The thing is he is my favorite hello but the hardest goodbye,I hate leaving him,when I leave him, I swear my doesn't beat normal,when I'am with him my heart skips a beat,but beats in harmony with him.When I was on the life support machine,It felt like one big dream,and it was only me and Max in it,and we lived in this house on this hillside and we had three beautiful children called, Summer Gracie Moon and Jay Jones Moon and Bella Tay Moon.It was the best dream ever I was an FBI agent and he was a teacher it was like in the movie expect it felt so real.We grew old and grey together and baked all the time and sung all the silly songs together that couples do.We was married at Download while kids in glass houses played undercover, its was magical everyone was jumping in puddles and screaming all the words while me and Max was getting married.

They was something odd about that dream I didn't like, it was like the dark side pulling me,it was werid every time I feel asleep in the dream world I felt insecure and unsafe,in my sleep I kept seeing a home with no lights on and it kept calling my name, its was horrible, the house was pure white with red dripping along the walls, and the number 58 wrote on the door,the windows was border up with bars across them.Every time I took a step near the house the sound of a young girl cry got louder each time and the sound of Johnny Cash song Hurt got louder each time,the sound was so real.When I was in the house I could hear the sound of my fathers footstep creeping up behind me,It felt so real it felt like I was a young girl trying to run away from everything, from her horrible father and mother, with each esacpe I was bought back down to earth with a huge bang,In my dream every time I fell asleep this dream would occur all the time no matter what.

"Max have you been hear the whole time"

"Every morning, every night for one week straight waiting for you to wake up,praying a god who I don't believe in, hoping that you wake up and remember me and what we stand for"

"Max I love you so much right now,promise be you'll stay please don't run away just stay with me, I don't want to face this world without right now"

"You have me every step of the way baby, until you say go"

"Baby you're not going any where, you're staying with me forever and always"

"So I see you choose me than in the end"

"Max what you going on about"

"You know when you had to choose me or Josh,to be honest I'am glad you picked me over him, do you know he hasn't been to see you since you been in hospital,I told him what happened and he didn't care, just shows you he didn't care for you at all"

"Max who are talking about, I don't know anyone called Josh,what are you on about?Max who is Josh?"

Just then someone walked in.Both me and Max started at him,he was giving Max the evils.All of a sudden Max had jumped of the bed and was eye up this person,I swear I knew this person but who was they?

"Max who is it,Max tell me"

"Its me Josh, your fiance with have been together for 7 years and we have a house together"