Kagami...Why is he standing in front of my things? Sighing as I know this will be more effort that I would like. Slowing walking to my desk to pick up my ba- GRAB! Grabbing my wrist with his huge hands. A silence consumed the area...A few moments later he decides to speak. " Can we talk? Please." Nodding my head slowly, picking up my bag. Waiting for him to walk, keeping my head down as he leads me out of the school. Knowing fully well what is fixing to happen.
Keeping my head low, thinking of all possible outcomes of this encounter with Kagami. What will happen? Who knows. More importantly, where are we going? Looking up, only to come face into Kagamis back. 'Shit.' Thinking to myself about how I'm a idiot. Mumbling 'Sorry.' Opening the door, walking inside, holding the door open for him. My eyes downcast onto the floor. "Are you alright"? Is he really going to ask me this question? sighing at his stupidity. How dare he ask me such a question with his intentions. Scoffing as his fake concern. Walking to the counter after ignoring him. "Hi, can I please have a burger, fries, large milkshake please"? "What flavor miss?" The male looking at me, pondering for only one moment. "Strawberry!!!.....Please" After my little outburst I blush, looking down at my feet. The dude looks at me " Well that's fine miss, you look like you will need something sweet here soon." He stares at me with a look of concern. Not being able to smile back, Kagami suddenly says he wants 12 burgers and a Pepsi. The teenage boy asks if it will together or separate. "Separate." I reply quickly. I don't need his pity food. I can afford to buy my own dinner. Ignoring me, Kagami pays for his, trying to pay for mine, too bad I had already paid for mine before he got his wallet out. "I would of paid for you..." Kagami tells me with a sound of unhappiness. "I asked you to come out, why would you pay for your food... "? Asking with his deep, smooth voice. NO! Don't think like that! He doesn't love you anymore, he only wants Momoi! I mean nothing to him anymore. God having to tell myself that....That hurts beyond belief. Why did I have to fall for him? With everyone at our school, why Kagami? WHY?! Like in the process of beating myself up for my mistake of picking him, "HEY!" Kagami has been trying to get my attention for a while I guess, he looks upset. "Hey, we need to talk....I think we need to break up." My eyes finally meeting his red orbs, with a smile reply of ' I know, goodbye'. I pick up my milkshake, walking away from him. Kagami grabs my wrist, with confusion. " What do you mean? How did you know"? I look into his eyes. Anger over taking my body, pure rage. "You ignored me, no 'good morning', no dates, not looking for me when you play basketball, no hugs, no affection, you forgot today was our 3 year anniversary, you look for Momoi, you smile at her, you notice her, you FORGOT ABOUT ME TO HAVE MOMOI! YOU CHEATED WITH HER! HOW DARE YOU ASK ME THOSE QUESTIONS!" My eyes burning in the pure rage, betrayal. I yank my wrist away from him, I have always had a problem with my rage, my temper gets the best of me always. Before I started dating Kagami I would always get into fights, I would never take care of my wounds. Scars were always visible on my hands. Kagami helped me get rid of those, saying they were a thing of the past, saying I would never had to fight again. He said I would never be alone again too, My,my, how he lied to me. Why did I believe him? He would come over after I got into a fight, help me clean my wounds, wrap them. He showed me kindness in a world of hate. Oh well, back to the ways I'm comfortable. No reason to change myself anymore. Kagami likes girls who are girly, perfect body, has a calm, soft voice. Not a violent girl who cusses, eats a lot, doesn't care about what others think. He would always get onto me when I cusses, when I got upset. No longer will he be able to do those things anymore. He will be able to have Momoi, but he will never have me again. He gave me up, why would I go back only to be left alone again? No, walking home. Slamming my door, I will no longer change who I am. I let my bangs grow out because he hated them, He didnt like the way i cut them. I'm to going to but them back to how I LIKE THEM! my clothes? I never changed those. I put back in my piercings, I kept retainers but i put black jewelry in, Make them stand out. I'm going back to myself. how I want to be. Not how he wants me to be. I wounder whats hes going to say on Monday? We will see
