Never have I ever changed myself to fit the social requirements to be an active member in society.
Never have I ever contemplated suicide
and I definitely didn't on a daily basis
Never have I ever cried for someone else's mistake
Never have I ever forgave someone for something they weren't apologetic about
and I never put it behind me.
Never have I ever led someone on to believe that they actually mattered to me
Never have I ever been scarred for my wrong doing
and punished for following my morals
Never have I ever lied about how I felt about someone
and definitely never put myself in avoidable uncomfortable situations
Never have I ever had the opportunity to make childish mistakes
and live my age.
(I grew up too fast; logic)
Never have I ever felt unwanted in what's suppose to be my home.
Never have I ever bled for the beauty in watching the blood flow out of me
(Beautiful red)
Never have I ever been this drunk playing a game
