When did you first tell me that you were in love?
I had my heart in my hands, hands in fingerless gloves, when I first started to consider you my first love.
Did you see me then how you see me now? I know now I'm older and better on the visuals. I know we've both grown up so much since then.
Can't believe you sticked around in your thick and my thin.
We both never said anything, but what matters is that we're speaking now.
Letting our thoughts swim out loud. Out in the open ocean. Where our worlds and words collide. If we can stay in these waters forever I wouldn't mind drowning with your words in my lungs and my name on your tongue- will you say it again?
I can't help but to close my eyes when your hands grip my thighs.
I wanted to remind you of the obvious. You are not mine, and I am not yours. I don't know why we're wasting time. Always saying that im your ivy, but when will you belong to me?
