More Than Friends ~Shawn Mendes fanfic~

Excuses .

Me and Shawn went back to my room and laid there watching The Sandlot, aka my favorite movie ever. I'm not even joking. I can recite that whole movie from start to finish.

Anyways, I got hungry after a while so I got up and went to the kitchen. When I got down there, I saw the Jacks and Matt. Johnson went to come give me a hug but I pushed him away and smacked him.

"WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT FOR?!" he yelled.

Matt grabbed me by my waist to hold me back.

"FOR POSTING THAT FUCKING PICTURE OF ME AND SHAWN! DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH FUCKING HATE I'VE BEEN GETTING?! I THOUGHT YOU WERE A TRUE FUCKING FRIEND!"

I started fighting against Matt and in the process my sleeve moved, showing some of my wrist. Gilinsky ran over to me, in shock.

"Megan.." He said staring at my wrist. I pulled it away from him. Matt was almost crying amd Johnson was speechless.

After a few minutes he said"Megan I'm so-"

"I dont want your fucking apologies Jack. Nothing you can say or do can stop this fucking hate. Nothing. I thought friends were supposed to help each other, not make each others lives miserable."

"Megan I was smoking all afternoon. I didnt know what I was doing. You know how I am when I'm high. I think I can do anything and get away with it."

"THATS ALL YOU HAVE TO SAY?! YOU WERE FUCKING STONED?! WELL I HAVE A SHIT TON OF SHIT THAT YOU'VE TOLD ME THAT YOU DONT WANT ANYBODY TO KNOW BUT I NEVER POSTED IT WHEN I WAS HIGH!"

I ran outside, avoiding any conversation with anyone. He shouldnt be forgiven because he was high, thats not right. I just started to break down because I was sick of everything. When I finally become happy, something has to go fucking wrong.

Suddenly, I was lifted onto someones lap. Shawn. Hes always there when I need him.

"Shh babe its gonna be okay."

"No its not Shawn! Everyone hates me! I can never do anything right!"

"Baby thats not true. I'm doing a YouNow tonight and setting everyone straight okay? I cant stand to see you hurt like this."

"Thank you Shawn. I love you." I said, turning so I could face him.

"I love you too babe." He said and kissed me. I still needed to fix this whole thing with Jack though.