Shawn and I walked back into the house, going straight upstairs avoiding everyone. Once we reached my room, I shut the door and locked it. I grabbed some shorts and my Nash Grier shirt. Wow I own a lot of shirts with the guys. Anyways, I went to the bathroom and changed while Shawn got everything for the YouNow set up. We agreed that he was going to talk a little bit and then I would come in and talk about the picture and all that.
On my way back to my room, I was stopped by someone. Johnson. He looked like he had been crying. That broke me. I hated fighting with him. He was like an older brother to me and to see him this upset just hurt. But its not like I can forgive that easily. I mean he exposed me and Shawn's relationship before we were ready. I just looked up at him with tears threatening to fall.
"Megan please listen to me." He begged. I had to at least give him the chance to speak.
"Alright. Say what you have to say." I replied softly.
"Look, I know. I fucked up big time. It wasnt okay for me to post that picture. And I get that. I've been tweeting all day trying to get them.to back off. I've seen so many apologies too. It hurts to see that I hurt you so badly. And to you do this," he said pulling up my sleeve, "hurt me even more. I would take this back in a second if I could. But I cant. And I'm not asking you to forgive me, but I needed to tell you this."
At this point, I started crying. I didnt know what to do. I had lost all trust in him. But I mean I couldnt just tell him to fuck off. I love him too much. Hes been there for me through everything. Plus I need my smoking buddy.
"I forgive Jack, I really do. But I just dont think I can trust you anymore. You need to prove to me that,i can trust you again."
"Alright," he started, smiling. "I can do that." He hugged me and asked "Hey what are you and Shawn doing?"
"We're gonna do a YouNow and fix all this. You can come if you want."
Just then I got a text from Shawn.
From Shawn: Come in now babe :)
To Shawn: K c: I'm bringing Johnson okay?
From Shawn: yup
"Lets go Johnson." I said pulling him to my room. Once we walked in, Shawn smiled and told us to sit down.
"As you guys may know from Johnson's tweet," he started, "me and Megan are together now. The comments started filling in with a mix of happiness, hate, and curiosity.
"Now that you guys know, this hate needs to stop. Its not right for you guys to hate on her. She did nothing wrong. We cant change the way we feel."
Johnson cut in with "It wasnt my place to tweet the picture either. I had no right to put their personal lives out there without asking them first. They didnt even know I had taken the picture."
"The point here isnt even the fact that Jack posted it. The point here is that you guys need to respect our choices. You may not want is together and thats totally okay. But you still need to realize that you guys cant change our feeling aboit each other."
At this point, apologies and support were flooding the comments. Sure there was the occasional hate comment but there werent many. For the rest of the YouNow, we just talked or sang some songs. Nothing major though. Then towards the end we started answering some questions. There were two main ones.
How did Shawn ask you out and Can you guys kiss
We had no problem telling the whole story of how Shawn asked me out and we even promised to post a video of it. But when we got to the one about us kissing, I was ready to shoot someone. Ugh the internet loves making me do uncomfortable things. Its not that I didnt want to kiss Shawn, I just didnt want to do it on YouNow.
"Oh c'mon Megan." Johnson said. Him and Shawn just kept giving me these annoying smirks.
"You all suck ass, you know that?" I finally gave in and we kissed.
"YAAASSSSS!" Johnson yelled. God this kid.
"Bye Jack." I said leaning my head on Shawn's shoulder.
"Well damn." He said. He waved bye to the camera and left.
That was so cute!
SCREAMING
OTP OTP
I SHIP IT
Those were only a few things I saw in the comments. I was happy that they accepted our relationship.
We finished the YouNow and decided to go downstairs to hang with the rest of the guys. Once I got downstairs I was engulfed in a hug. Matt. I could tell by his cologne.
"Matthew Lee Espinosa. I am going to give you 3 seconds to get the hell off of me."
"Sorry. I just wanted to make sure you were okay." He said.
"Well breaking my ribs was a great way of doing that now wasnt it?" Ah sarcasm. My first language.
"I want food." Brianna said. If you got to know me and her, we always wanted food.
"Same." I said. "Where do you wanna go?"
Before either of us could answer, all the guys yelled at the same time "DUNKIES!" Yup they know us well. Thank god I live near one so I could walk.
I put on my blue vans and we left. On the way we all decides I should order first since my order was the easiest. Iced mocha latte and a chocolate covered donut with rainbow sprinkles. Ah the best.
We got there and I ran up to the counter. Not many people are at dunkin donuts at 4pm so there wasnt a line. I let everyone else order while I sat down. I smiled when I saw all the pictures of me and Shawn kissing from the YouNow. When the lady yelled my order, I practically jumped over bitches to get it. I went over to one of the tables and started drinking my coffee.
Brianna came over and sat across from me. "Cookie dough iced coffee?" I asked
"Well duh!" She said. We both started to laugh. I took out my phone and went to the camera.
"Selfie time?" She asked.
"Of course!"
We took at least 20 selfies with our coffees. I chose the best one and put it on instagram. The caption said "With this bitch #whitegirlstatus"
Next thing I know, Carter tagged me in a picture. It was a picture of me and Brianna taking the selfies.
"YOU GOT CAUGHT!" The caption said.
"WELL THANKS CARTER!" I yelled to him. All the boys started dying. Glad I could say that everything was back to "normal".
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More Than Friends ~Shawn Mendes fanfic~
Teen FictionMegan and Shawn have known each other since the day they were born. They've always been best friends, inseparable. But will all of that change when they express their true feelings?