More Than Friends ~Shawn Mendes fanfic~

Wow..

(A/N: This chapter will mention self harm so please do not read if you find this triggering in anyway. Also, you're all beautiful and please do not feel like self harm is your last option. I'm here for any of you if you need me)

*Megan's P.O.V*

Once I got home from the beach, I hopped in the shower. When I got out, I threw on a bra, some underwear, and one of Shawn's shirts since they were extremely big on me.

I sat on my bed waiting for everyone else to get home, since they all went out as soon as me, Cam, and Matt got back.

I decided to check my twitter to see what was going on there.

"Slut"

"Bitch"

"Ew you're so gross"

"Get the hell away from him you fucking whore"

Those were only a few things i saw while i was scrolling through my twitter notifications. I couldnt believe what was happening. I had never recieved hate like this. I started looking through my notifications, finally finding one from Jack J.

@JackJackJohnson: @ShawnMendes and @MegaannGlenn getting all intimate and shit

I looked at the picture he posted with it and it was of me and Shawn from last night. First he tells all of my friends, now everyone on twitter. I thought we were fucking friends

I ran to my bathroom, locking the door. I dug through the sink cabinet, trying to find my box of razors. Once i found it, i immediately grabbed one of the razors, letting out a sigh of relief.

I played with the razor for a second, before sliding the cold, sharp piece of metal across my wrist. "You deserve this." I whispered to myself. I cut a few more times before i heard a door close.

"BABE I'M HERE!" It was Shawn.

"Fuck." I muttered. I threw the blade back into the box and started rinsing off the arm as best i could. Then i heard footsteps slowly reaching the bathroom.

"Babe you in there?" I heard Shawn say.

"Um yeah. Yeah just gimme a sec." I replied. I grabbed a sweater i kept hanging on the back of the door and put it on. I flushed the toilet to make it seem like i was just using the bathroom.

"Hey baby." I said, smiling and kissing him.

"Come on babe i wanna go cuddleeee." I laughed at how childish he was until he grabbed my wrist and i winced.

"Babe are you okay?" He said, extremely worried.

"U-um yeah. I'm fine Shawn." I said, lying.

"No you arent Megan." He said pulling up my sleeves. My eyes began to water, and so did his.

"Why princess, why would you do this to yourself?"

"All of the hate Shawn. I cant take it anymore. And Johnson posting that stupid fucking picture of us. I thought me and him were friends" I said, collapsing into his arms.

"Listen babe, you are the most beautiful girl i have ever met. I love you with everything i have. You are so much better than that stupid razor. I need you here. I would die if anything bad were to happen to you. I will help you through this. Please just stop hurting yourself. And as for Johnson, well fuck him. He clearly isnt a good friend if he does shit like this" He was bawling his eyes out now.

"Okay Shawn. I'll do it for you. I love you so much."

"I love you too baby." He said, kissing me passionately.

If it weren't for him, i dont know what i would do or where i would be. He was seriously a lifesaver.