Falling for the beta ( isaac lahey )

I can live

Previously on Fallinig for the beta

i look down to see the bite.

I scream and everyone covers ther ears.

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Its been a week since that night happened. The night that i got bit by a werewolf. I haven't changed yet. Into a werewolf i mean. I can feel it there trying to get out but i don't want to. Im scared, im scared that i will hurt someone, or myself. Im scared that i wont be able to control myself. I wont let that happen, so i keep it in. The only part of me I've seen is my claws. Honestly, i want to keep it inside for ever. The feels i have inside is dying to get out. It takes everything i have not to change into a wolf. Me and Isaac are becoming closer than ever. I think i have feelings for this certain person. I like Isaac and everything about him. He's just this person that is always there, and is so caring, and he listens. He's the only one i have talked to since then. He would calm me when i have nightmares. Everything right now is him. All him. Even my dreams. Every night i go to bed i think about him. I sigh and get up. I change into a cute outfit and put my hair into a ponytail. I do my make-up and walk down into the kitchen. Today is the first day i feel like starting school back.  I haven't been since i got bit. I haven't been sure i can control it. Derek has been gone since that night. I haven't seen him. I think that he think that im mad at him. But, im not. Like i said its not his fault.

Isaac says " You coming to school?"

I say " Yeah.

He says " You wanna talk about something?"

I say Yeah."

He motions me to sit next to him. I do and sigh.

He says " Whats wrong?"

I say " What hasn't Derek been here? He's supposed to be my alpha or whatever right? He's supposed to get me ready for a full moon."

He says " Lets just say, he's trying to find answers that we all wanna know."

I say " about what?"

He says " your scream Jenna, that's the loudest scream i have ever heard. Lydia can do it to. Its not normal. Lydia is amune to the wolf bite and kanima poison. But your not amune to the wolf bite. He will be back. I promise."

I say " So he's not mad at me?"

he says " why would he be mad?

I say " i don't know. I just feel like he is. I mean he hasn't checked up on me. What if he's not okay?"

He say " Are you okay?"

I say  "No, but i can live with what i have."

He nods and stands up. I stand up and sigh.

I say " I think I'm going to wait until Derek comes back to go to school okay."

He says " Why don't you give him a call? Check on him?"

I say " Okay sounds good."

I pull my phone out and call him but its not him that answers the phone.

P- person J-Jenna I- Isaac D- Derek

P-  I have been expecting you Jenna. Took you a while to notice some things wrong. A week is to long but that will change when you get proper training. Now, i bet your wondering where Derek is aren't you? Well, maybe you should talk to him.

D- Jen listen to me. You have to use your senses to find me. Look in my room for something that smells like me and follow it. These people there strong. Alpha's and if you don't get here in time. Then ill die

J- Derek, hang in there.  Ill try my hardest

p- See you soon

J- Fuck you

P- Well see who wins in this fight.

I run into the Derek's room and see Isaac sniffing clothes. I join him and get a tingling feeling. I motion for him to follow me. I run through the house and into the woods. I run all the way to a door. I look up and see Derek's old house. I open the door and see twins smiling at me.

One says " congratz Jenna, you passed the first test. Now we need to get you changed into a werewolf."

I say " No, not gonna happen."

Isaac, Scott, Boyd, Peter, and Erica all stop behind me. The twins come closer to me I shake and run behind the rest of the pack. I cant fight, i don't want to get hurt. They all wolf out. I stare at Isaac. It's the first time I've seen him in wolf  form. 

( Play Not gonna die by Skillet )

I look around to find Derek while the others fight. I feel a sharp pain in my side. i look around and see that Isaac got clawed but i didn't. Why am i feeling his pain. The twins both got for Isaac, i have to do something. They will kill him if i don't. I have to let the wolf take over  me. I run and jump down the stairs right in the middle of the fight. I wolf out and let it take over me for the first time. I run in between the twins and Isaac. 

I say " Don't hurt him. Or ill stay and fight.  Please"

One of them says " congratz you beat test 2. Your trigger is him. I'll have to remember that."

They run off and i run to Isaac who is laying on the ground in pain. 

I say " Isaac, please get up.  Don't die. Your part of me. When you got hurt i felt it. Were connected. Just don't die. I wanna be whole forever. I have this feeling inside of me when i see you. When im with you and i have a feeling its love. I love you Isaac"

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