Falling for the beta ( isaac lahey )

What did i just do?

Peaviously on Falling for the beta.

I run down ther stair right in the middle of the fight. I wolf out and run in between the twins and Isaac. 

"Please Isaac, I love you"

I finally did the two things im scared of. in one night to! I never thought i would wolf out and say my love for Isaac to his face in the same night. Its been 2 days since then. This power of the wolf inside me is feeling all tingly, like pain but not mine. I can tell Isaac is in pain. He's been resting for these 2 days. Derek came back as well. And i have also grown close to Lydia and Allison. More Allison than Lydia but still friends are friends. Right now, im currently writing a e-mail to my uncle. There saying something about me being adopted the whole time but right now, i dont really care. Im done with all my family. 

Dear uncle Chris,

I would just like to know who my father is. I want to meet him properly and be like suprise im your daughter. Send me a e-mail back C:

-Jenna Dickerson

I sigh and pull my knees up to my chest. Im still scared.

( Play Never Surrender by Skillet )

I dont know what to do with myself. The full moon is in 3 days and im alone on this. Scott hasnt came to me, Derek hasnt came to me, Peter hasnt came to me, Not even duecalion, who is the Alpha of all Alpha, also the person that bit me. Im scared. When i was there wolfed out, i wasnt myself. I felt like something else was taking over me and i couldnt control it. I felt scared of myself, like i was going to kill myself. Trust me i have felt that feeling many times. I get up and walk into Isaac's room. He's awake staring at the wall. I force a small smile on my face and walk and sit next to him on his bed.

I say " Hey."

He says " Hey Jen."

I say  " Do you need anything?"

He says " Im okay Jenna."

I say " Your not feeling any better. Your still in pain."

He says " And how would you know that?"

I say " Before you passed out. I told you i felt your pain. And i do. The other day, a scar formed where yours is from where Ethan scratched you." 

( end Music )

I pull up my shirt far enough where he can see the scar. 

I say " It wasnt there before. It popped up last night. Just randomly showed up. Isaac it cant be rocket science. Were conected some how. And im going to find out how. It bugs me at night."

He says " I was thinking the same thing. When your dad hit you. I felt it and i senced that it was you that got hurt. But, i think we should go to Derek about it. Maybe even Peter, he might know something to."

I say " Lets wait till later. You need your rest. Good night Isaac."

I place a simple kiss on his cheek and walk out, shutting the door behind me. I walk to the living room and sit next to Erica.

She says " So, you really like him huh?"

I say " Yeah, I think im on the radar of love and i dont even know if he likes me back. He's all i think about. In my dreams, were together, and i feel like we could make it through everything. Everything this crazy world brings us. Erica, I love him and im sure of it. He's the first person that i have ever fell for like this. Other than Derek. I fell for him once but we ended up having a better relationship that boyfriend and girlfriend."

She says " I feel the same way about Boyd. Everyone always thought i would go for Isaac but i went for Boyd. I attmit i was going around getting some.. distractions from him because i thought he would never fall for me but turns out he did. Just keep trying on Isaac, he will bust soon. He will tell you how it feels. But Jenna, no matter what he says, you have to be strong about it."

I say " Thanks. Now what about this full moon coming up? What am i supposed to do? I have had no training and i barley keep it in now. I can only imagine whats its going to be like on the full moon. how strong its gonna be. Erica, im not going to be able to hold it in."

She says " You have to, or your gonna have to be like Isaac. He trapted himself in a freezer and his dad beat him until Derek found him. Then things happened."

I say " I know. He told me. But, that cant happen. I'll try to hold it in and if i cant, ill come find you. I get that you a beta but your have some training and can hold it in. I cant."

She says " Just keep holding it in. Your training yourself because you know thats whats needed."

I say " Well this was a nice talk but i have to go. Thank you. Good night."

I get up and walk to my room. I open my laptop up and click my emails. I have a new email. I click it and read it.

Dear Jenna,

Your father never wanted you to know because he wanted him to be the only father figure in your life but im pretty sure your real father lives in Beacon hills with you, he's close to your old friend Derek, he only has you as a daughter but your mother took you away from him and he never got to see you he barely knows you. He goes by the name of Peter Hale."

-Uncle Chris