TWO HEART[COMPLETE]

Don't give up

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JESSICA

I have mission .

Maybe its sound ridicilous but this is what I want . Ini saja mampu saya buat tebus kesilapan saya . Budu oh ko kan jess . Sentiasa ikut gerak hati tapi fikir apa akibat dia . Now you friend , your bestfriend just lost something precious because of you .

Arghhhh I hate myself !!

But after meet Hazel , I know what i've to do the fix this ..

Muka Patrick yang nyenyak tidur sebelah saya tu saya pandang dengan penuh minat . Patrick have the same story liked mine . We done the same mistake for our loved one ..

But this time I will drag him to my mission but I will not telling him the full cover I just have to use him  .

He might not agree with my plan thats why he doesnt have to know about it .

I'm sorry Patrick . You such a nice guy but I have to do this . This is the only way . I want Hazel smile again to me .

I know .

I know what you guys think . And I know many of you cursing me for what i have done but trust me . Its just bout feeling . When you just fulfill by feeling your mind doesn't think straight . You were not sees which wrong and right until you actually saw the impact from what've you done and as soon you get there , barula ko akan sedar .

Its happen to me .

But urgh ! I don't have to explain it to your guys because apapun saya cakap I admitted its my fault .

Pipi Patrick saya pegang dengan jari telunjuk saya . I ran my fingers to his cheeks slowly . His touch last night urghhh it was amazing . Patrick is an amazing guy . He deserved someone better than me . He did told me last night before we did it again 'after He touch me this time . He will never let me go again' . And he want us to be get settled . Uhm you know what I meant ? . Uhm marry ? . Yaa marrying him .

My head Quiet tipsy last night . I just nodded and said YES .

And the rest of it we just did it again . Lust nerve is just take control us last night once again  . Saya tak tau how many round we just had did tapii one for sure is I feel sore this morning . Urgh . I can't even affort to wake up from bed .

After meeting dengan Hazel di hospital . I went back home and drink . I call Patrick to come by . Sengaja saya call Patrick . I want him to come .

Actually after saya fikir masak masak apa yang Hazel cakap sama saya last time.  It makes me feel yaa maybe . Maybe I should do something about that .

Tiba tiba jari saya yang jalan di pipi Patrick kena tangkap oleh another hands.  And Its Patrick Hands .

He open up his eyes and glared at me . Soft one .
His mouth give me a small smile but enough telling me its was a happy smile . He's happy?

Really ?

Patrick ni betul ka in love with me ? Or he just feel sastified with what just had happen to us last night . Maksud saya seks .

"Hey .. Morning" - Patrick wish saya .

Dia cium jari jemari saya .

"Morning.  Pat . Can I ask you something?" - Saya

I need to ask him about this . Saya bingung and perlu jawapan . Patrick just look at me and remind silent waiting for me to blow the question .

"Actually why ? Why you seemed like you love me? Did you really just fell in love with me more than a friend or just lust make you feel this happy feelings while around me?" - me