Watch me. {taylor caniffs sister}

Chapter 2

Taylor comes in and doesn't even notice me. Wow what a great brother he is. I'm laying in Cam's arms with tear stained cheeks. I'm only trusting Cam right now because I'm afraid of everyone else. I'm not really focused on Tay and Nash I'm more focused on Matt. I get pulled out of my thoughts by Cam asking why I was crying and running away from Nash. I whispered in his ear to have Tay leave. I only wanted Cam to know about this. He asks Tay if he could leave and Tay leaves without question. I told about my stupid dream. When I got to the part about Matt I start crying. I mean who wouldn't? Your crush yelling at you that your 'FUCKING UGLY' hurts so much. Cam held me close to his chest as I cried. I kept repeating Matthews words in my head over and over until Cam made me sleep. He had me take sleeping pills telling me that he wouldn't let anything happen to me. I fell asleep in Cam's arms. The next morning I woke up to Cameron sitting in bed and on his phone. I looked up and smiled. I went to the bathroom and take a shower. I decided to apologize to Tay. I get out of the shower and realize I forgot clothes. Shit. I text Tay and ask if he could bring me some clothes. Of course he said yes. He brought me some of his sweatpants and a Taylor Caniff shirt and took off his hoodie so I could have it. I wore his clothes because I didn't have any yet. I walk out to see him on his phone. I walk over to him and he looks up but immediately looks back down. I start "look Tay I'm sorry I really am. I know your mad at me because yesterday you looked at me with Cam and then you ignored how I was sitting in his lap crying. I know how you are. When your mad at a person you ignore them. I wanted to apologize to you for when I went to Cam instead of you but I was afraid-" I get cutoff "of what?!?!?" "of you Tay." Tears form in my eyes he grabs my waist and brings me down to sit in his lap. He plays with my hair while I'm sitting in his lap crying. He asked "why were you afraid of me?" "I-I-I had a d-d-dream. That n-n-no one liked me and M-m-matt called me fu-" he cuts me off with a few "shhh it's ok" because he knows what happens next. We sat there for about 30 min. "Tay I have to go see Nash." I run down the hall barefoot, no makeup, and tear stained cheeks and knock and wait. Nash opens up and as soon As he sees me his face lights up. He notices my cheeks and hugs me. I tell him I'm sorry and he says it's ok and he understands. I tell him about my dream and this time I get it out fully. He hugs me even more and does the same thing Tay does, grabs me by my waist, plays with my hair, and comforts me. He tells me that the first Magcon is tomorrow and that we're going shopping for me today. I jump up and do a little happy dance while Nash looks at me and laughs. He picks me up bridal style and carries me to get my vans while he gets in a group chat and tells them to get to the guest room ASAP. It actually works. Tay comes in first and I run and jump into his open arms. Matt comes in next and I shyly hide behind Tay. And then Cam, Aaron, Hayes, Jacob, Shawn, Jack, Jack, Brent, and Carter come in. I jump on Jack Js back and he laughs. He carries me to Cams car where I'm sitting next to the Jacks. Cam drives to the mall and Jack J once again gives me a piggy back ride. I tell him to go to Forever 21 first. When we get there Jack let's me down. I get a few crop tops and ALOT of jean shorts. ALOT of different colored jean shorts. Jack laughed at how girly I was being. I made him carry my bags while I walked beside him dancing. We walk into Victoria Secret. Yes Jack loves me that much 😂. I buy some underwear and bras. I make Jack carry those too. We next go to Aero I get these really bright flip flops and a sweatshirt. We go to this shoe store thing. I get 4 pairs of vans. I get the black and white ones, the neon pink ones, the teal ones, and the light blue ones. Those are just adding to my red ones. I needed bathing suits so we go to jcp. After I got my bathing suits we go to Hot Topic so I can get some beanies. I made Jack carry most of my bags and he gives me his phone because I don't have the boys' numbers. I text them
R- hey guys Jack and I are going to the food court meet us there?!?!
AC- yea sure 10 min and I'm with the rest of the boys so they all know
R- ok thx baeee
Jack and I head back to the food court. Aaron and the boys were already there.