I Hold On

It's Okay

This part has been edited.

Warning!
There is mention of rape in this chapter and it is pretty sad.

        When morning came and everyone was awake they all went to the kitchen for breakfast. When Star walked down the stairs with Eclipsa everyone stared. Eclipsa had a sad look on her face and nobody knew why. Everyone ate and Marco went to school. Star wasn't going to school this year because she wanted to stay with Eclipsa.
        Mr. and Mrs.Diaz had gone to the store and that left just Star and Eclipsa. Eclipsa hadn't said much today and seemed kind of down. Star and Eclipsa were on the couch watching TV, well, at least Star was. Eclipsa had zoned out thinking about what had happened in the past. She had three kids with the love of her life, one to have an heir to the throne, and one with her best friend that raped her.
        Not many people knew that the red monster in her picture was actually just her friend. Well, he was, until he raped her and got her pregnant. Since Eclipsa loved children so much, she took care of the child and named her Meteora. Eclipsa didn't want to have this child, but she didn't know what to do with her. Star could see that something was bothering Eclipsa and decided to ask her.
        "Hey Eclipsa, is everything okay?" Star said concerned, "You've been acting all weird today." Eclipsa wanted to tell Star what was wrong, but at the same time she didn't. Star wouldn't understand what she was talking about. Eclipsa ended up telling Star just so that she wouldn't have to keep it to herself.
        "When I was fourteen I had my first child with a monster, when I was sixteen, I had my second child with a monster, and when I was nineteen I had my third monster child." Eclipsa was scared of telling all this to Star, but she continued. "I had to keep them a secret from everyone and had to raise an heir to the throne." Eclipsa was now in tears but she kept talking. "I was raped by my best friend and had to raise the child! I had to raise five children, two of them by myself!" Eclipsa was now shaking uncontrollably.
        "I have gone through so much and I just can't take it any more!" Eclipsa yelled breaking down crying. She really couldn't take it anymore. She had been through so much she just couldn't help it. They both knew about the possibility that they could be dead, but they wouldn't say it out loud. Star didn't know what to say, she was completely frozen.