letters // yoonmin

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October 20th, 2017

Park Jimin, 

I'm not very good at writing. I never have been. I probably never will be. So I'm sorry if this is shit.

 I just want to write these letters to tell you how I'm feeling, so you can read them when you wake up. If you wake up. Which I desperately hope that you do. I'll probably never give them to you though.

I miss you. I want you to come back. Every day just gets harder. 

You've been in the hospital for a week. October 13th was when it happened. I can't forget that night. I can't forget what happened. The doctors told me you have a cerebral contusion. I had no idea what that was. I don't use fancy words like 'cerebral' and 'contusion'. So I had to rely on Google to give me an answer. 

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Google Search: what is a cerebral contusion

"Cerebral contusion, Latin contusio cerebri, a form of traumatic brain injury, is a bruise of the brain tissue. Like bruises in other tissues, cerebral contusion can be associated with multiple microhemorrhages, small blood vessel leaks into brain tissue."

Google Search: can you die from a cerebral contusion

Head injuries are one of the most common causes of disability and death. The injury can be as mild as a bump, bruise (contusion), or cut on the head, or can be moderate to severe in nature due to a concussion, deep cut or open wound, fractured skull bone(s), or from internal bleeding and damage to the brain.

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Well Jimin, it doesn't look too good. 

Just stay strong. I don't want you to die. You can't die. You won't die. Hopefully.

You seem to be doing alright so far, you know, for being comatose. At least that's what the doctors said. They won't let me see you. I'm not family.

I miss you.

So much.

 Yoongi

A/n: I started writing this at like four in the morning so it's probably not very interesting. If you read my other book (or the two chapters that I have of it lol), Watch The Sky, sorry for not updating, I just don't know what to write yet. I'll try to update this as often as possible and not forget about it. k bye