I woke up to be greeted by a gloomy jungkook.
I was about to greet him a good morning, but it doesn't feel like the right time to do that right now.
He eats his food lazily.
I turned on the tv just to keep the room less...awkward.
I craned my neck to see his face.
"Hey-" he ignores me.
I tried to talk again but he left...like... *swoosh* gone..
Jungkook's pov
I cant... After what i've done, i just can't look at her in the eye.
Why am i such a good liar?
—8:40–
Cheli's pov
Our first period begins.
Jimin was luckily still alive, sitting beside me. Although whenever i try to talk to him, he doesn't even listen anymore.. like im just the wind or some crazy ghost.
I can't regret what i've done... it's for the best anyways.... right?
Jimin's pov
I knew i shouldn't have met up with eun ha.. now jungkook and the rest won't talk to me!
I mean... how the hell did jungkook even know where we were!!
Did his sister know about us after all??!
Goddamnit!
I never meant to do this.. this is all my parents' fault, if only they had the money to enroll me here then i wouldn't have to do things for people!
I only kissed her because she promised to pay for this month's tuition.
Now where am i supposed to earn enough money?!
For sure the gang won't be able to forgive me...ever.
—4:30 pm—
Cheli's pov
I opened the house door and switched the lights on, looks like kookie isn't home yet..
Heh..kookie.. i chuckle at that thought.
I went upstairs and removed my shoes.
*sigh* I just wanna die tonight..
I went in my room and plopped myself on the comfy bed.
—11:30 pm—
Jungkook's pov
I felt so ashamed of myself..
It wasn't because eun ha cheated on me.
But it was because no matter how hard i try, i still can't deny the fact that i love my own step sister.
I know that noona's strong but the words i spilled yesterday probably hurt her a lot.
I-i tried my best to focus on eun ha, but never has she made me feel like cheli.
She didn't even care enough for me!
I can't believe that i actually beat hyung up because of pretending that i'm deeply in love with someone im not!
I'm so sorry jimin..
i'm such a fucked up liar.
I threw the bottle to the floor as it broke into pieces.
Cant life just let me be myself for today?!
—12:45 pm—
Cheli's pov
It's getting late, and he's not home yet.
I switched my phone off as i move to a comfortable spot on the bed.
I was about to doze off when i heard a loud bang on the door downstairs.
I briskly got up and wore my slippers, that must be him..
He's too lucky!
mom and dad's staying in a hotel for a wedding, if they were here he'd get beaten up!
I went downstairs as fast as i could and slowly stop as i saw the sight of him.
He looks drunk, and smells of alcohol.
Is this about eun ha?! Is that girl the reason why he's like this now?!
"Jungkook what's wrong with you!" I yell at him.
"It's past our bedtime already! Lucky for you mom and da-!" I got cut off as i felt his arms circle around my waist and his lips just a few inches away from my face.
"H-hey, what are you-" i got cut off again, but this time he kissed me.
Oh no, this is not okay.
I tried to push him back, but he was too strong, instead he pushed me to the wall. My whole body was shaking, this is not good!
I've tried everything just to push him away, it just wont work!
Then He finally broke the kiss.
"Jungkook stop it this instan-!" I tried holding in my moans as he sucked on my neck, shit!
He attempts to remove my shirt, RAPE RAPE RAPE!!! THIS IS BADDD!!
I gain all my strength to push him away. And this time, it finally worked.
I tried catching my breath as my heart wouldn't stop skipping beats.
Jungkook slowly back away as he sits on the ground.
He kept on rubbing his head upwards.
"I'm so sorry.." he whispers.
I cant accept any apology right now, i cover my chest as i try to understand why the hell he would act like that.
"If—if you're trying to replace eun ha, th-then choose someone else, Not me!"
I yell at him.
Tears started to roll down his face.
"I never loved eun ha.." he confess.
What?
I saw it with my two eyes, he kisses her like no one else!
"You're lying.." i said.
He stood back up as his legs wobble, i wanted to help him so much but i'm too scared.
"F-fine.. if—if you don't believe it then i'll prove it."
"Prove what?!" I reply.
"Prove that you're the one that i love!"
He yells back.
More tears rolled down his rosy cheeks.
Then a long silence occured.
"You..can't love me." I replied.
I could feel his possesive eyes on me.
I tried to walk away but he caught my arm and forced me into a hug.
Things were happening to quickly and i had no idea what to do but for now, i just stayed and tried to calm down.
I could feel him heavily breathing as his shaky hands were wrapped around my shoulders. I try not to wince in pain, my shoulders still hurts.
"We're not related Cheli... so please.." he says as i could feel vibrations on his chest everytime he utters a single word.
I pressed my eyes close, i know that..
"I want you to see me as a man from now on, please." He pleaded.
I started crying but made sure that he wouldn't hear it.
I pushed him a little.
"They won't understand." I told him.
He instantly replies, "who cares?! They all know that we're not related anyways! So it doesn't matter if they understand or not!"
I could feel a possesive vibe as he held my arms.
Mom, dad, i know that he is your favorite—-and that you guys won't like it if he looked sad. I have to do this,
Even if it takes my whole life
I slowly nod and embraced him again.
"I hope you'll see me as a woman too."
