Musical One Shots

The One Where I Write Michael a Monolgue

I'm back and depressed let's get this show on the road *cringely dabs*

This is what it's like isn't it? Trapped in the bathroom nowhere to go. My best friend called me a loser and left. I guess it sucks huh? I mean there goes my best friend of 12 years. I never knew how expendable I was.

I mean Jesus, all those years flushed down the toilet? Did they mean nothing to you? Did those months where I stood by you after your mom left or when we played those two player games not even make a dent in you life? I guess not. I guess that means I mean nothing.

I'm nothing without you and I don't know how to live on my own. Now I guess I have to. That's a scary thought. That's sending me into panic mode and I'm slowly becoming aware of the people here. I don't know anyone and nobody knows me. My hearts beating faster and faster.

And Jesus are the walls closing in?

I need to sit down. I hear the people banging on the door telling me to hurry up. Hurry up with what? What am I doing here?  I splash my face with water trying to remember. I came here to warn Jeremy. Right I should do that. Oh, that's right. I already did. And he called me a loser.

The walls seem to close in more at that realization. My heart is sent into overdrive. Why did this have to happen. Why. Why, why, why. I freeze as I stare at myself it he mirror. I just realize I've been crying. My face is stained with tears.

I wish I stayed at home instead watching cable porn. Or maybe I should just off myself. I wish I was never born. God, I really am just a loser. For the first time I'm on my own. Flying solo. The walls really are closing in can they stop that please. I want my heart to stop beating like it's in a blender. It feels really torn up.

I'm in the bathroom by myself. All by myself. The walls are staying still for the first time in eternity. It still hurts. I'll stay in here a little longer. That'll do the trick. I hope. Because the walls are going back my heart isn't racing as much and I realize that if Jeremy doesn't want me in his life so be it. This is such an awesome party. I'm so glad I came.

Hey, is that fire I smell?

Yooooooooooooooo!!!! Long time no cry am I right? I swear I'm getting more cringey as this keeps going. Anyway, I'm going to make a oneshot of Evan Hansen that's just going to be a shit post but then it'll get sad and then lighthearted and sad again. When these will come out I don't know buuuut at least you know what will come next.

Ya girl has also become (finally) obsessed with Hamilton!

Until next time🐬🐼