Thanks to the user @DemonLights for suggesting this in my second chapter of this book. I'm so sorry this took forever to get here but here is some good old treebros For you lovely people.
Conner was content to living in the afterlife alone at this point. Sure, it was miserable and painful. He hated watching Evan going around and living to an old age. He also really freaking hated the breakdowns he sometimes had because of the overwhelming amount loneliness in the afterlife.
Conner was used to loneliness; he experienced it everyday of his life he. He was lonely in this sense because he felt no one was there or would understand him. He was lonely while everyone was surrounding him. This loneliness in the afterlife was suffocating. It wasn't because he felt no one would understand it was because there was no one. No one at all. He was basically an empty spirit that floated around. This loneliness wasn't worse. It meant that he didn't have to feel
anything and that no one would ignore him.Here's something Conner learned; in the afterlife there is no one with you. If someone else dies you see them and they see you but you can't interact. You can't speak to them and you can't hear them. So you block the other spirits out, so you don't seem them.
So you don't try to interfere with their afterlife.
Conner also learned that in the afterlife you are only meant to feel loneliness. You don't feel anything but loneliness. That's why Conner was "content" in being lonely. He couldn't feel anything else.
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Conner watched as Evan passed away to old age. Conner watched as the spirit of Evan Hansen floated out of his body and into the afterlife. He stood by Evans spirit and stared at him.
Evan looked like he did in his teenage years. Conner didn't understand why but he didn't understand much if anything anymore. Evans spirit suddenly turned to him.
And in one look anything Conner ever knew about the afterlife was shattered. He felt whole again. He began feeling other things and Evan smiling at him, made Conner happier than he'd care to admit. In that one look it said everything that needed to be said.
After a while they hugged.
Just straight up hugged. It didn't make any sense but neither did the afterlife. Conner was just glad he felt something other than loneliness. He was happy for Evan to see him and was happy because he was happy. Which was a new one for him, afterlife or not.
But then the feelings quickly started to disappear.
Evan began to fade again and Conner felt less and less. Then, just like that Evan disappeared out of Conners grasp.
But he didn't feel sad.
No.
He just felt lonely again.
Well then. That took a turn.
I know what you are thinking two updates in two days? Who is this and what have they done with TeenSonic? Well, as if right now I'm on break until next week and I feel less stressed so updates for this book should be more frequent hopefully.
Also I finally did a suggestion thingy. So you know yay me!
Anyway, tomorrow a new musical will be entering this book. Can anyone guess what it'll be?!
Until next time!!!
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Musical One Shots
FanfictionMostly Be More Chill and Dear Evan Hansen At the time of writing this it's been like 10 months since I updated so probably don't expect anything else from me lmao