Jungkook's P.O.V
"Kookie-ah wake up" I heard Jimin hyung call for me "Hyung I want sleep more" "Come on we have practice and recording today, you don't want to miss out right?" He said. I sat up and nodded "Okay then get ready" he said and went out. I stood up and stretched my limbs I went to the bathroom and did my morning routine. I went out picked my outfit I decided with a white t-shirt, ripped jeans,and timberlands.(Pretend this is what jungkook wore minus the hat, and mask.) "Jungkook-ah come on were already late!" I heard Suga hyung shout out "Coming hyung" I shouTed back and grabbed my phone,and my back pack. I went downstairs "Took you long enough" Rapmon hyung said "Sorry hyung" " Nevermind let's just go" Rapmon hyung said, we went out and went to the car we drove to the company. It took about 20 minutes for us to arrive, once we did we straight away went to the recording studio "Okay let's start" Manager hyung said as soon as we arrived, so we started with our vocal exercises. After that we started recording "Okay let's start with Rapmon" it went on from Rapmon hyung, Suga hyung, J-hope hyung, Jimin hyung, V hyung, then Jin hyung. After Jimin hyung, V hyung, and Jin hyung recorded they got so many praises which made me slightly nervous for some reason. I kept thinking....
What if I mess up?
What if I miss the beat?
What if I-
"Yah Jungkook its your time to record" the call of my name pushed me out of my thoughts "Huh- uh okay" I then went inside the recording booth.. the song started and I sang to it, it was going fine until the chorus My voice cracked..
"Jungkook-ah you okay?"
"Ne" "Okay we will start again" he said and started the song but I just couldn't get it right so we had to keep repeating I can see that manager hyung was already getting annoyed "Jungkook-ah it's seems like you're having a hard time so we will continue this tommorow" he said but I can sense in by the tone of his voice that he was annoyed "I'm sorr-" my words got cut off by manager hyung "You guys go to the dance studio already" manager hyung said and went out. I looked down ashamed that I couldn't do it right and making the manager mad "Kookie-ah let's go?" Jin hyung called I nodded and we went to the practice room. When we arrived we started stretching, after 10 minutes our dance teacher came "Alright boys let's start" our dance teacher announced and we went to our formation and the music started... but then I accidentally stepped on Hobi hyung's foot "Aish!" Hobi hyung shouted "Oh mianhae hyung" "It's okay" "Okay let's start again!" Our dance teacher shouted we repeated it again, and again but I couldn't do anything right "Aish Jeon Jungkook what is wrong with you?!, we've learned this steps for so long even Rapmon and Jin can do this, you usually give it all your best because of this you can bring the group down if you don't want that to happen then try to work harder!!! You guys can go now" Our dance teacher shouted and slammed the door I looked at my hyungs and saw that they were also mad and disappointed, they started fixing their things "Hyungs I'm so sorry" I said they didn't even spare me a glance or even spoke to me.
Why do you keep messing up?!
Your bringing the group down.
Even your hyungs are disappointed in you.
Your just wasting everyone's time.
Why are you so lazy?, try working harder.
Why can't you do anything right?!
People say you work hard, people say your talented, do you know they were all lying to you?!
You try your best but....Your not good enough.
AUTHOR'S NOTE
OMG sorry guys it took so long for me to update cause I was busy with school the whole week we had so much things to do tell me what you guys think of this chapter if it's nice or not and thank you for patiently waiting. I luv y'all stay safe and take care..
Baii~~♡♡♡
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I knew I wasn't good enough (Jungkook x bts)
Hayran KurguI just thought of this while reading comments in one of bts vs. Someone video