I knew I wasn't good enough (Jungkook x bts)

Chapter 2

Omg Jungkook's cover killed me, he's cover is so beautiful 😭😭😭😭.
Merry Christmas everyone please have a nice day and enjoy thank you for those who subscribed and voted, you guys are amazing people take care and I luv y'all 😘😚😙💟💋❤ muahh 사랑해 .
화이팅!!

Jungkook's P.O.V
Once we arrived home everyone went to their rooms except for Me and Rapmon hyung "Hyung im sor-"
"Yah Jungkook-ah I know that i called you a golden maknae but that doesn't  mean that you can do everything and just slack of" he said and went to his room. I stood there tears about to flow out of my eyes but I held it in.
No Jungkook don't cry.
You just have to work harder.
Your hyungs are just trying to teach you and to help you become a better person.
I went upstairs and washed up. After I was done I lay down on my bed.
Maybe I should practice a bit?
(Okay pretend that bts has a practice  room in their dorm)
I stood up and went to the practice room. As soon as I arrived I played I Need U.  I started dancing to it but I can't seem to get it right. "Argh!!" I shouted in frustration and collapsed on the floor.
No I can't just give up like this.
You can do it.
Just keep going.
I kept practicing and practicing and finally I got it right. "Yes!" I shouted and it felt like the weight on my shoulders has been removed. I collapsed on the floor once again.
See you can do it if you keep practicing.

*1 month later*
Today is the day we will post our new MV that we've been preparing for im kind of nervous and excited at the same time.
After we posted our MV in a few hours we got a lot of likes and views. I was bored so I decided  to check th e comment section a lot of people said they liked our MV and that it was really nice....
But then a saw a comment that caught my attention
'Why does Jungkook have the most lines it's so obvious that V, Jin , and Jimin are better at singing than him'
'I know right'
And a lot more.
Am I really that horrible? I asked myself.
All the lies they told me.

I knew I wasn't good enough...

Seeing all those comments made me think...
Are they true?
Dose my oice really sound that horrible?
Why did they tel-
I got pulled out of my thoughts by someone calling me. " Jungkook-ah faster we have to check your weight" manager-hyung shouted. Once I arrived at the dance studio where we usually check out weights. "Okay well go with Rapmon, Jin, Suga, Jhope, V, Jimin then Jungkook"
Rapmon hyung's weight was 62 kg but now it's 59 kg which got him a lot of praises.
Jin hyung's weight was 61 kg but now it's 58 kg.
Suga hyung's was still the same.
Hobi hyung's weight was 59 kg but now it's 58 kg.
V hyung's weight was 59kg but now it's 57kg
But then Jimin hyung's weight was 59kg but now it's 55kg.
Which got him a lot more praises than the others. It was finally my turn I wasn't looking but Manager hyung told me to step off and he went to talk to pd-nim which made me confused
Why didn't Manger hyung tell me what my weight was but I just shrugged it off. After a few minutes manager hyung came back " Jungkook-ah me and pd-nim decided to put you on a diet your hyungs will watch over you" manager hyung announced. I blushed and looked down embarrassed that I was the only who was put on a diet and I was th e only one who didn't loose. I nodded my head and we were allowed to leave. The hyungs decided to eat outside . Once we arrived at Jin hyung's favorite restaurant we all took a sit and they started ordering.
They ordered jjajangmyeon as soon as The food arrived they started eating but I just stared at the food in front of me and remembered that I was on a diet "Jungkook-ah aren't you going to eat?" Jin hyung asked "im not that hungry I said pushing the food away from me.
You have to do this Jungkook for your hyungs and the fans.

Author's note
I know I already had a note on top but I wish you guys a merry Christmas and im sorry if this chapter is boring I tried my best but I guess my best wasn't good enough. Thank you guys again for everything I luv u guys take care and God bless you all. 😙❤😚😍😘💋💟