I knew I wasn't good enough (Jungkook x bts)

Chapter 3

Jungkook's P.O.V

It's been almost 2 months since we posted our MV and when i was put on diet. Things were harder at first but I soon accepted that all of this is for my own good. For those 2 months our schedules have been hectic with all the concerts and fan meetings we barely had any time for ourselves, but here we are eating at our favorite restaurant, talking, laughing, just having a good time. the food finally came everyone but me started digging in. After a few minutes they finally noticed that I wasn't eating "Jungkook aren't you hungry?" Jin hyung asked me " Oh... I ate before we left the concert place" I replied "Well if u say so" and everybody went back to eating.

I started getting bored and decided to scroll through social media. Our fans have been really actively supporting us, which I'm really thankful for. As I was looking at new memes our fans made for us I saw a post saying #ot6Bts and #LetJungkookLeaveBts, I was scared to read the post but curiosity got the best of me.
(Post:)
I hate Jungkook so much, like that no good know it all thinks he's all great and mighty just cause he's called the 'Golden Maknae'. I swear he can't even sing, dance, or rap yet he's the main vocal, lead dancer and sub rapper, he clearly doesn't deserve any of those positions. He always try to out shine the rest of the members which is the worst, most of us don't even wanna see him but he always appears covering the other members because he's so fat and ugly. I support ot6 let's do our best so that bighit can see that Jungkook is useless and will just bring the group down. #ot6 #LetJungkookLeaveBts.

I decided to check the comments cause not everyone thinks the same right?...

Ikr he's the worst idol I've ever seen, I don't even know why he has fans.

He is really useless he can't do anything right but mess up.

Useless, fat, ugly, pigs don't deserve to be in Bts.

I stopped reading the comments.
Is that really how people think of me am I that fat, ugly, and useless for people to say this things. I can't take it anymore, "Uhh Hyungs I'll just go to the restroom" "okay". I rushed to the restroom, I need to make everything go away. I took the razor out of my pocket and started cutting, I made about 8 cuts around my thighs. I started cutting about a month ago and well that's a story for next time. I started cleaning the cuts and washed my face. I looked at my reflection, they're right I am fat, ugly, disgusting, and useless.

Author's note:
I know it's been so long since I've been active on wattpad, I just had so much activities to catch up to at school. I know this is really short but I'll try to make longer chapters in the future. Thank you guys for being patient. Baii baii. (I have a few drafts on my other books that I might post today, once I finish them)