ENOUGH ..

3- THOUGHTS

The sun is out and it's shining on their sleepy faces, a new day is born; and a new chance to change your whole life..

-" Good morning Baby girl! You opened two gifts this morning ; they were your eyes." Matt whispers in her ear

-"GoodMorning ; What happend last night? my head is about to explose.. Eugh!"

-"No need to know Love! " He says and that demon smile on his face "Come on let's wake up it's 9a.m.."

-"FUCK! What happened i said !! 9a.m? OMG Johnny is absulutly very hungry."

-"You forgot something" .

-"What is it?"

-"My Good morning kiss :p"

-"Of course not .. We have to talk like adults.."

 She takes a warm quick shower; and goes to her baby to breastfeed him; when Matt comes 

-You have to leave me alone..

- what did u say? You're joking . I can't leave you 

-I'm not! Just go back to your wild life .. Why did you back?  i was happy without you ..

-You are lying ! You love me and care about me as much as i do ; please don't act like you don't  !

-I'm not! your love was the biggest childish thing in my life...

-Look in my eyes and say "i hate you" ; and i swear i'm gonna leave you alone 

-Promise?

-Promise.

She looks deeply in his green eyes and says :" I ... H..a..i can't say cause simply i can't hate poeple. and she runs to the bathroom tearing and closes the door to hide from reality for a sec.

Her thoughts 

I couldn't get enough of him. I was tired and sore but I didn't care. I didn't want to sleep. I wanted the ache. I wanted him in me, all the time. His weight on top of me. I wanted to squeeze him in further and further. I wanted to watch his face. I wanted his sweat to drop onto me. I wanted to drop mine on him. I got on top of him. I'd never done it before. I couldn't really believe it; I was doing this. I was inventing something. I held him and put him in. He felt deeper in me. I'll never forget it. I was in charge and he liked it. I held his hands down. He pretended he was trying to break free. I let my tits touch his face. He went mad; he bucked. He split me in two. I pushed down. I couldn't believe it. One of his fingers flicked over my bum. I did it to him. He lifted and heaved. I couldn't believe it. There was no end to it, no end to the new things. He did something. I copied him. I did something. He did it back. He took me from behind. I pushed back, forced more of him into me. I sucked him. He licked me. I made him come on my stomach. He sucked my toes. The whole room rocked .. I love himm after all we have been through ; i can't move on..

I'm exausthed of every fucking thing in this entire world.

His thoughts 

I can't get enough of her. She's the only reason of my happiness. she shared me all my joys and serrows. She didn't let me down in any situation . She loved me, took care of me.. No one can deny this! But i was a mess and i lost her heart , trust and feelings. I know that i have that little place in her heart but she's trying hardly to move on. She can't do this to me.. I love her godness! I have to make her forgive me.. I miss her a lot , her long wavy hair, her little shinny eyes, her innocent smile, her soft lips, her blaming "you don't care about a thing except your motherfuckah self" or " be carful with me" , her red face when she's mad, her craziest moments when she's happy or drunk, and absolutly i'm obsessed with her big white as milk heart; even if her heart is bigger then her boobs ;p 

She's mine, she couldn't be someone's else..