Virgil's Pov
"Why have you been so cold?" I say. Then he breaks. Like he was a tower a glass and the weight of whatever was wrong got too heavy and shattered
"I have to distance myself from you because I'm scared of falling apart after I do it"
"What? What do you have to do?"
"You've been feeling happier recently, right?"
"Yeah"
"Well, if you're happier, then you're not depressed. If you're not depressed, then you don't need me"
"Dee?" I knew what he meant, but I couldn't accept it
"Like Brendon Urie said, 'if you love me, let me go' I love you anx and know I have to let you go"
"Emos forever" I say glumly
"I should of done this sooner. Actually, I shouldn't have fell in love with you at all. I couldn't do it because I didn't want to hurt you, but I think I ended up hurting you more. I'm not good for you anx, I was never good for you"
"I understand, I love you too" It was going to happen at some point. I hoped it wouldn't, but I knew it had to
"I love you more, and keep your eye on prince. He'll love you and help you through this"
"What about you?" I asked. I know this hurt him way more than it hurt me
"I'll be fine" He smiled sadly, "actually, I think I have someone waiting for me when I get back"
"Were you cheating on someone with me?" I ask, trying to lighten the mood
"No, they don't know I love them yet"
"Tell them, you deserve someone"
"No, I deserve nothing at all"
"Oh Dee, because you broke up with me, now you have to promise me you'll tell them and show them to me if they say yes"
"Okay"
"I love you"
"I love you"
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If you love me, let me in (Prinxiety)
ФанфикSometimes you need someone to love you before you can love yourself Inspired by: myself, i guess Trigger Warning: this story contains self harm and depression/ depression related topics
