Virgil's Pov
It's hard without Dee around. I mean, he visits every now and then, but i miss having someone with me at all times. God, I'm selfish, right?
"Virgil, don't think like that. There's a reason I'm gone"
"Ahh, Dee you scared me"
"Sorry" He kisses my cheek
"'s ok"
"How's you and Roman?"
"I forgot about him, I'm not exactly over you"
"Maybe you should go to bed, it's getting late"
"It's nice to see you still care"
"I left because I care"
"Sorry, I didn't really mean that"
"I know, but I deserved that" It still breaks my heart to hear him talk like that
"I should sleep. Get out, good bye, get out of my mind"
"The cab, nice"
"You're still my favorite memory"
"And you're haunting every memory"
"Emos forever"
"let- Just go to bed"
"So long and goodnight"
"Just know that I'll always love you" And with that he's gone. Forever? Who knows
I lay down and start over thinking, like I always do. I end crying, like I always do. But this time I'm not alone, like I always am.
"Anx, what's wrong?" sounds like princey
"Princey"
"Yeah"
I just throw my self onto him and bury my head in shoulder. His shoulder is now soaking wet.
"Tell me what happened"
"I'm just not over it yet"
"Oh, you and Dee"
"Yeah"
"It's ok, hearts take time to heal and it always help to have someone to hold it together while the glue drys"
"Ha, thanks princey"
"Now go to sleep" He kissed my forehead. My forehead feels tingly. Has he ever kissed me? I don't care, I think I like it. But he goes to leave. I miss his warmth. I don't want him to leave
"Please stay, for tonight"Or forever. What? Where did these thoughts come from?
"Of course" He hums quietly. I know this song.
Singing myself to sleep. Zzzzz.
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If you love me, let me in (Prinxiety)
FanfictionSometimes you need someone to love you before you can love yourself Inspired by: myself, i guess Trigger Warning: this story contains self harm and depression/ depression related topics