Memories

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I can't let go,
Of the past that we had,
Of our memories that we shared,
But maybe I was mad.

I fell in love with a man,
Who had loved far too many women,
In various age and various sizes,
To him I was an experience.

Maybe he faked loving me,
Maybe he did loved me,
But sometimes I thinks it's both,
Cause he no longer looked at me.

My heart beat so fast,
He was smiling so happily,
But I wasn't the cause,
So I turned around sadly.

You told me not to envy,
Your relationship with your friends,
How come I wouldn't feel that way,
When we started as friends.

The sweet memories I cherished,
They make my heart feel so warm,
But deep down inside of me,
They made me so torn.

I sighed, I cried,
But still I kept silent,
I didn't want that happiness fade,
Although I was being torment.

My heart broke,
My chest hurt,
Every dream I remembered you,
Even when you leave me in the dirt.

You broke me,
You suffocated me,
You destroyed me,
And you killed me.

I was angry,
I was sad,
I was hurt,
I went mad.

But no matter how hard I tried,
Even when I try to relax,
I was so tangled up in you,
That everyday I died.

A/N Hello darkness my old friend.

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