Kang Jiwon's P.O.V"It's been a while Jimin." I said.
"Eo. What are you doing here?" Jimin asked confusedly.
"I came with my colleague, Bom. She wanted to meet Mark." I said.
"Oh. Have you been doing well?" He asked.
"What do you mean?" I asked.
"Is he still on your mind?"
"Who?" I asked.
"Jeon Jungkook."
"Oh, Jungkook! No, why would he be? We don't have anything to do with each other anymore." I smiled.
"Hyung! Is my hair ok-" We turned around and saw Jungkook looking at us. I waved slightly and put on a cute smile. He looked at my dress and back to my eyes.
(Btw, I forgot to show you what the dress looks like so here you go:))
"What are you doing here?" He asked.
"I didn't come here for you! I came with Bom, well she kinda forced me to come." I said. He nodded and smiled a little.
"So, aren't you going to congratulate me?" He asked.
"Ah, I almost forgot! Congratulations on your engagement!" I smiled widely.
"Gomawo." He said.
"Jungkook, your hair's not done. The party is starting in five minutes, you have to hurry!" Jimin said and the two of them left. The instant they were out of my sight I broke down. I sat there against the wall crying my heart out.
"Gwaenchanha?" Bom asked softly and kindly.
"I'm sorry I made you come. It's all my fault." She said.
*sniff* "Aniyo, it's good that I came. Maybe if I see him one last time I'll get over him." I said and smiled a little.
"Please Jiwon, you don't pretend to be strong." Bom said and hugged me.
"I'm not pretending! I am strong!" I said and showed my bicep jokingly.
"Yah! You know that I didn't mean that!" Bom said and laughed. We sat there, side by side, at Jungkook's engagement party.
We went back to our table and sat down. Bom was drooling next to me over Mark and I just sat there quietly. Finally someone stood up and started speaking to the mic.
"Good evening everyone! I'm Jeon Junghyun, Jungkook's brother. I'm really happy for my little brother that he met the love of his life and is now engaged to her. Let's make a toast for the two of them!" He said and rose his glass. All the guests rose their glasses too and toasted. I drank my champagne."Yah! Slow down Jiwon!" Bom said quietly. I drank the champagne a lot faster than I thought. Then my eyes met the eyes I didn't want to see. Sarnag's eyes. She looked shocked, angry, sad, disappointed and a lot more. She tapped Jungkook's arm and pointed at me. Now both of them were staring at me. Jungkook started explaining something to her and she nodded couple times.
I took some food on my plate even thought I didn't know what it was. It looked fancy and expensive and it's free so why wouldn't I eat it? I tasted it and it was delicious. I took some more and finally sat on my seat.
"Is that good?" Yugyeom asked and pointed at my food. I nodded rapidly with a huge smile. He giggled and took a little of it in his mouth.
"Yah! That was mine!" I yelled in disappointment.
"Mianhae." He laughed. I jokingly hit his arm and laughed.
"I'm glad you're having fun." Bom said.
"Yeah, me too. If not, this night would probably suck." I said. Then music started playing. Really, really loudly.
I watched as Jungkook and the other boys went to the dance floor and started dancing. Damn they look good.
"SARANGHAE SARANG!!!" Jungkook yelled. My heart skipped a beat. It could've been my name instead of her.
"NADO SARANGHAE!!!(I love you too)" Sarang yelled. She ran to Jungkook and kissed him. It hurts again. I started sweating and I couldn't think straight. I decided that it would be best if I could get some fresh air. I stood up without saying anything and went outside. I feel like shit now. I felt my warm tears flowing down my cheeks and I could taste the saltiness. It started to sting a little in my eyes because some mascara got into them. My hands were trembling and my feet felt weak. Why do you have to do this to me Jungkook? I walked back inside but I didn't go back to the main hall. I went to a bathroom on the other side of the house. I was still crying and crying. Then I got the best idea ever. I found some pills on the sink. I took a handful of them in my hands and looked at them. What if this'll help? Maybe I wouldn't suffer so much. It wouldn't hurt anymore. I rose my hand above my mouth and closed my eyes. Goodbye Jungkook. And I threw the pills in my mouth and swallowed.
"ANDAWE!!!(No)" I heard someone screaming in distance. I saw a male figure approaching me and wrapping his hand around my stomach. He tried to make me puke. And I'm not letting him do that. I almost did puke but I swallowed.
"JIWON!!!!! PLEASE DON'T DO THIS!!!!" He yelled. I couldn't resist it anymore and I vomited. The pills were now on the bathroom floor soaked in vomit. I couldn't see clearly due to the tears and I had no idea who it was.
"NOO!!! WHY DID YOU DO THAT??!!!" I yelled and he held me in his arms.
"It's not the answer. You can't kill yourself." He said calmly. We both were curled up on the floor next to the nasty smell of the vomit. I cried like a newborn.
"OH MY GOD!!! JIWON!!!" I could see a little so I recognised Bom in front of me.
"WHAT HAPPENED??!!" She yelled. The man started talking:
"Call an ambulance! She almost overdosed on pills and I don't know how many of them are still inside of her."
"Oh my god." She said and ran off.
Jeon Jungkook's P.O.V
I was chatting with Jimin and Taehyung when I saw a girl running by. I looked at her and she was crying. She took her phone out of her purse and called someone."HELP!!!!!" She yelled. I immodestly sensed that something was wrong and started to listen to her.
"MY FRIEND TRIED TO KILL HERSELF!!! SHE OVERDOSED ON PILLS!!!! HER NAME IS KANG JIWON!!!" My mind went blank. I felt weak and I started sweating. She ran back to where she came from and I followed her.
"Oppa, where are you going?" Sarang asked.
"I'll be gone just a minute." I faked a smiles and started walking. I heard crying and I went to the direction of the sound. It led to my bathroom. I opened the door and smelled vomit. I don't want to look. I have to look.
I saw Jiwon on the floor crying in Seokjin's arms. I looked at the vomit and saw dozens of pills in it.
"Jiwon..." I said.
"YOU SON OF A BITCH!!!!! GET OUT!!!!" The girl from before yelled.
"BECAUSE OF YOU SHE TRIED TO KILL HERSELF!!!" The girl started crying more.
Because of me? Does she really miss me that much? I couldn't think straight when some doctors walked past me. They calmed Jiwon down and took her to the hospital. I felt so guilty that I followed the ambulance. I didn't think of anyone else than Jiwon. Not even my fiancé.
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[COMPLETED] Love Her [Jeon Jungkook FF]
FanfictionJeon Jungkook is a rich boy who was adored by everyone. But things changed when he met Kang Jiwon at the age of 10. Jiwon was a blind girl. Jiwon avoided Jungkook, well, avoided to be friends with him. Not even one day went by when Jiwon disappeared...