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Dear Diary

These couple of days have been the most darkest days I have lived throughout my 18 years of existence. I never knew that Love tests you in the most wickedest ways. No matter how much I try not to believe this, no matter how much I don't want to believe this but some how I feel like I pushed him away from me. When I aired him for when he cheated on me I didn't want to be like that. I wanted to be the type of girlfriend that had fun with her man, went out everyday, never got mad and a girl that doesn't take things serious. But I wasn't that girl. I don't quite understand what Ray sees in me. I'm transparent. Everyone can read me like a book. If theres something wrong, its written all over my face. I miss Ray truly and dearly but I should have told him that before. My mum told me:

Don't wait for the perfect moment.

Take the moment and make it perfect.

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