It's Complicated

Chapter One || The Stage

★{One year later}★

Taeyun: minji!! Breakfast is ready!

I whined, why must I get up? today is the anniversary of us coming and living in Japan, soon we will be leaving for South Korea. I'm terrified, The past year has been really tough. finally Seonji and Jungkook got together, so did Chaerin, Hoseok. Also Taeyun and Jimin. Which all of them are so cute together! Which leaves me, still single, happily single I might add. I push myself out of bed, getting dressed. I walked down the stairs of my apartment.

Minji: please tell me it's kimchi and scrambled eggs!

Seonji: yup! Your favorite! We have a concert today, so we got to be ready!

I sat down at our stool. Seonji Slid a plate in front of me, her cooking was always really good. I look to the left of me, and saw Taeyun calling Jimin.

Minji: HEY JIMINNIE!

Jimin: HEY MINJI NONNA!

I laughed, Taeyun just looks at me, silently judging both of us.

Seonji: Sorry Guys, but Taeyun has to go, you have a concert to perform!

Taeyun looks at Seonji, and puts on the best Aegyo face she can.

Taeyun: BUT EOMMA SUNNI!

Seonji: sorry Taeyun! You got to hang up! We have a concert to perform!

I laughed. Taeyun whined, Taeyun is a big baby when it comes to Jimin. I find it really funny.

Taeyun: Bye Jimin! ~

Jimin: Bye Taeyun! I'll see you soon~~

She hung up. Fuck, we're moving back into our old dorm, beside the - - boys... I quickly finished my food. I got up taking my dishes to the sink.

Seonji: minji-ah! Are you excited about moving back to Korea?

I shook my head. Not just do I have to move back with - - him - - but, I have to adjust myself to a whole new world. I've gotten so used to living here. I'd like to avoid him as much as possible. Though, I don't think that's going to happen. We are neighbors after all.

Minji: yeah - - can we just, stay here?

Something I never admitted to the girls, or myself, is that I've sent letters to him. Every. Day. I never get a response. But I get why, he apparently hates me.

Taeyun: Minji! It's been a year, you have to get over him. We're here for you. We are family, Uljima ~

I smiled. This is very true, I love these girls. Over the past year I've got to know them... what I know, is that I love them. They are my family. You know what Minji?! You have to look on the bright side of things! You get to see Hoseok, namjoon, Jin, Jungkook, Jimin, and Taehyung! And maybe, if I'm lucky, I can get some answers.

Taeyun: well, it's time to go! Come on mini, and Sunni!!

I looked at her.

Minji: you know I hate when you use my stage name.

She smiles and nods.

Seonji: COME ON GIRLS, LETS GOOO!!

★ { later } ★

I sat in the make up chair, dozing off. I was really tired from packing, and I've been pushing myself a lot recently. We have to be perfect, perfect is what gets sold.

I felt a tap on my shoulder.

Taeyun: Hey Minji! Some fan mail came for you today!

Yuni laid the pile of mail on my lap. I started flipping through the letters. All of them addressed to my stage name. Till one caught My eye. It was addressed to my birth name. In the from box it had a simple heart.

I opened it.

Dear Minji,
I can't believe it's been a year. Seems just like yesterday you and your members were hanging out with me and my boys. I'm glad you made a name for yourself. Over the past year I've wondered what you've been doing. I received all of your letters, I'm sorry I never replied. I felt if you got a reply you would come and find me. I finally got the courage to tell you. The song you performed for your debut concert, it was beautiful. I knew how much preforming to meant you. I couldn't let you waste your talent on staying in Seoul, I knew the only way you wouldn't stay, is if you weren't dating me. I'm sorry for all the pain I caused you, Please understand, I never meant to hurt you.

~Min Yoongi of BTS

After all of this year, why NOW Yoongi?

Seonji: Minji! Get Your ass off that chair and come perform!

I smiled vaguely, just as I got up. I took the letter and crumble it up, throwing it into the trash. I walk to the door leading to the backstage. I felt the rush of it and excitement of it all hits me in waves. I'm up first, my solo song is the intro to our concert.

I stepped on the platform, as it started rising . I felt The roars of the crowd.

S M T! S M T! S M T!

I smiled as the stage lights focused on me. Everyone started chanting my name.

HAN MINI! HAN MINI! HAN MINI!

Minji: Yet I stayed with him, until the very end. Now I can't get out of it, out of it. Just pout about it about it. Wine wine wine, all the time. And yet I can't get you out of my mind. You're pale skin, those dark eyes, yet it prevails. How can this be so toxic, but make me heartsick? I'm afraid we have decayed. We've strayed from our path.

I hit the last note. Everyone started cheering. The rest of the girls joined me on stage. Then we started our intro.

Seonji: Hey unnies?

T + M: Yeah Sunni?

Seonji: Who are we?

T+M: We are - -

Seonji: S!

She pokes her cheek and a attempt at Aegyo.

Minji: M!

I do the same.

Taeyun: T!

Taeyun shows finger hearts.

we all laughed, and we start our performance. About halfway through the show, is when I realized who was in the audience. Everyone all eight of them. I saw - - Him - -...

All of the emotions bubble up to the surface. All of the sleepless nights, I started to tear up. I look down I could feel the tears coming now... I looked back up, the faces of the crowd worried, his among them. I ran off the stage.

A/N:
MERRY FUCKING CHRISTMAS GUYS