Just Friends

Eighteenth

  Antony rubs my back as I cry. Sure I cheated on Ethan but I did have feelings for him.
  I also had feelings for Antony. Feelings I'll never admit to another soul.
  "Antony. What about your girlfriend?"
"What matters is you right now." I cry more. It frustrates me how he changes the topic every time when it comes to his girlfriend.
"No Antony. You have a girlfriend leave me alone." I shun him. All I need is to be alone with my thoughts.
"I can't do that to you." His soft voice angered me. Does he not care about his girlfriend?
"But you can do that to your girlfriend." I snapped.
He flinched his hand from my back moving it away slowly.
"Well sorry I care about you." He has slight hostility in his voice.
"I'm sorry for your girlfriend. Tell me Antony do you treat every girl this way?"
He stays quiet.
"Thought so." I get up and walk out of the room. I want to be alone. Of course I didn't mean what I said I'm not the jelous type. I could careless if he loves his girlfriend or not. But the way I hurt Ethan. I can only imagine how his girlfriend would feel.