Me too for me is when people don't believe that I was sexually assaulted because of my weight and how I look. I was told I should appreciate any sexual advance that is given to me because "not many people find me attractive."
Me too for me is when I was raped and I went to the hospital because I didn't know where the police station was in that town, and I got turned away by a nurse because "I am too young to know what rape is."
Me too is when I tried to report a rape case. I was turned away because the person I reported was half of my size, and "I should have been able to defend myself."
Me too is when my uncle still roams free and I was called a liar when I called him a molester.
Because I didn't know what was happening until after it happened.
Me too is when I was drug in the back of a station wagon on my birthday and I was the one at fault because the day before I asked my mom about sex. But I just turned 13 and he was twice my age. I didn't ask for a man to rape me. I asked my mom what a condom was.
Me too is when I was pulled into a car on my way TO a party to get drunk.
Me too is when I walked away from the car knowing three guys just took a part of me that I cannot get back. I was 14.
Me too is when I finally decided to have sex with a guy when I was 17. I regret it. A week after I had sex with him, I met someone.
We hung out in my car and when he asked if we could sit in my back seat. My innocent mind was far from sex. Me too is when I moved his hand off of my thigh because I wasn't comfortable with what he was doing because we just met. Me too is when he unbuttoned my pants and I just gave in because I couldn't get away from him anyway. I didn't want to do it. But I still felt assaulted. Me too is when I went back to the first guy I had sex with and he called me nasty because I was raped. More than once. Me too is when he put his shirt on and told me to leave because I was "nasty" for having sex with a black guy.
Me too is me believing everything men have said to me.
Me too is me accepting every sexual jester that comes my way because no one wants to talk about rape.
Because "it's not rape if you like it" doesn't apply just because I had an orgasm while being held down by multiple people or someone stronger than me.
Enjoyment doesn't come from me just giving into sex. If I didn't want to do it and I said no. I still mean no while I take my pants off.
