hatred | felix

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Jiyoo's POV

I got back to the dorm and I washed up. I changed into my little pink pyjamas with little ducks on it. I tied my hair into a bun before going to the kitchen to eat.

" Open the door ! " I heard someone knocking on the door and I opened it lazily to see Felix standing by the door with Seungmin.

" What's with that ? " Felix pointed at my pyjamas and laughed. I glared at him and threatened to close the door.

They entered the dorm and they sat on the couch.

" Dude, did you guys seriously come here just because you want to sit on my couch ? " I asked and Felix shook his head as he slammed his hand against Seungmin, asking him to tell us.

" Felix wants to see y- "

" No. " Felix said as he glared at Seungmin.

" Our schools are having camp together so we wanted to plan the games and stuff for the day but we have no idea what do girls like. " Seungmin said.

Jia walked out of the room with her towel wrapped around her body and her head. At that moment of time, the four of us made eye contact and it was plain awkward.

Jia went into her room in a hurry and left the three of us in the living room.

" She's- " Felix said but cut off when Seungmin smacked him on his head while blushing.

After a few moment, Jia walked out again with full clothes. She was blushing as she sat beside me, staring at Seungmin and Felix awkwardly.

" You should be a model. " Felix said and whew, he deserves a god damn smack in the face.

I smacked him on the hand and he looked at me with the what face. I glared at him as Jia moved awkwardly in her seat.

" Felix, get out. " I said and he glared at me as if i'm the one who committed a sin when it's obvious who's the sinner.

It was a moment of silence until Jia spoke out out of sudden that made all three of us flinched on spot.

" Why are you guys so silent ? It's so awkward ! " She laughed awkwardly and the rest of us laughed awkwardly too except for Felix.

" What's so funny ? " He asked and I almost slapped him in the face. He didn't even realised how awkward things were.

" Let's go back. " Seungmin said as he dragged Felix to the door and opened it when my eyes widened.

" Mom. " I murmured.

" That's your mom ? " Felix asked and I nodded.

She eyed Felix, Seungmin and Jia before laying her eyes on me. My mom looked at them in disgust using her judgmental stare.

I sighed as I stood up and was about to walk into my room to get away from someone who I was supposed to call mom.

" Min Jiyoo ! " She screamed and I turned around with a glare. My mom wants to persuade me to move in with her which I obviously object.

At the back, I saw Jia and Seungmin struggling to push Felix out of the door because he wants to see what's happening.

" What do you want ? " I asked in a disrespectful tone and she crossed her arms with her branded bag hanged on her arm.

" What do I want ? I'm your mom for heaven sake. " She said as she raised her voice.

" I thought moms are supposed to be there for their child regardless of what happened and help them, protect them ? " I asked and the three people at the back stopped whatever they are doing.

" Jiyoo- "

" I thought moms are supposed to care for their children but what exactly have you did for me this past 17 years of my life ? " I asked and she was shocked.

" Haneul came to find me today, it's obvious that she didn't want me to move back because she hates my guts. So why should you disobey your precious little princess ? " I asked.

She grabbed my arm gently, " Jiyoo, I didn't mean it in that way. I really tried and want you to move back to our house. We have money and we can provide you with whatever you want. "

I yanked her arm away, " Can you give me love ? At least those pabos there made me felt a sense of love and belonging. Do you know what I name your house number ? " She shook her head.

" Hell. " I said and her eyes widened which showed that she is disappointed and shocked about the answer that I gave.

I admit that I'm disrespectful to my mom. I do love her still but I just didn't want to move back to what I call home. Getting hated there doesn't make it a home, it makes it a hell pit.

My mom turned around with tears in her eyes as she walked out of the dorm.

" Now, that's awkward. " Felix said and Seungmin smacked his head.

I stormed into my room with tears threatening to fall out of my eyes. I didn't want to face anyone, for the rest of the day, I hid in the room.

I don't have any appetite to eat, neither do I have any feel to do anything.

Hatan -_- : Do you know how disrespectful you are to mom just now ? she's crying in her room now. You should feel regretful of your decision you little devil.

Me : Get lost.

I named her Hatan because it's a combination of Hanuel plus satan. I guess I made the perfect name for her, didn't I ?

Haneul always make up lies to sabotage me and she managed to succeed in every of her attempts. My mom just doesn't trust me as much as she trust her little princess.

Jia knocked on the door several times and texted me several times but I just ignored her texts and her knocks.

I walked to my desk and took out my little diary that I wrote everything inside when I was younger. I flipped through it and every note I read shows how desperate I am to leave the house.

One of the sentence stood out to me.

" Evil daddy is hurting mommy. "

28th Nov 2017