hatred | felix

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Jiyoo's POV

When we got back to the school, I practically just went to sleep because i'm so tired. Getting up as early at five in the morning to go for camp ?

Ew.

I already miss my bed and netflix and chips from my house. What's different is the fact that it's in my cardboard which means i'm home.

Duh.

I was about to sleep when someone dragged me out of the tent, yes we sleep in tent even though we are living in school.

" What do you wa- " Saeyeon points at Felix.

I rubbed my eyes, " And what about him ? " I asked, for once I actually felt like Saeyeon isn't that mean of a person.

She patted me on the arm, " I admit I tried hitting on Felix but trust me woman, he doesn't budge. He obviously likes you and even though I hate you for getting good looking guys, I can't hit a guy up if he have someone in mind. "

Maybe she is kinda mean ?

" Why are you telling me this ? " I asked and she rolled her eyes.

" It's obvious that you like him, if both of you like each other just go for it. Believe me, if none of you confess, you guys are going to regret it. " She said.

She sighed, " Whatever, I don't know why am I even helping you when I hate you. " She was about to walk away when I grabbed her hand.

" Thank you. " I said and she walked away.

I walked to Felix and he's laying his head on the table as he sleeps. I sat beside him and I smiled, seeing him sleeping so soundly.

I laid my head just beside his and smiled.

If only I have the confidence of Saeyeon, I would've already confessed to Felix long time ago but I have self control and common sense.

I stood up and was about to walk away when someone grabbed my hand. I turned around and realised the hand belongs to Felix.

" Don't go. " He said groggily, I looked around noticing everyone is already asleep, I went back to he seat and sat down.

He sat up as he rubbed his eyes sleepily and he started yawning. He dragged me to the field since there's no one there.

" You know what's my wish ? " I shook my head.

He smiled, " It's to confess to my crush under the starry sky. " I rolled my eyes, does he think i'm Juliet and he's Romeo ?

" And you're telling me this because ? " I asked and he gulped before staring at me right in the eyes with his hands on the side of my shoulders.

" I like you. " He shook his head.

" I mean I love you. " He said as he gulped again.

I scratched my head, unhygienic I know but whatever, my hair is calling out to me just how food is to me.

" Didn't you already confessed to me ? " He nodded and he stared at the sky full of stars and one moon. If i'm in the sky, I wouldn't be the star, I would be the moon.

I'm not basic like other girls.

" I just want to let you know how much I like you and I want to fulfill my wish of confessing to the girl I love under the starry sky. " He said with a smile.

I stared at him in awkward silence, " You're supposed to say aw and probably accept me as your boyfriend or something. "

I chuckled, " Dude, I'm one of a kind and tough to get. I'm like the one tiny ant in the cereal or that girl who wears yellow in the crowd. "

He pouted, " Does it mean I will never get you no matter how hard I try ? " I shrugged.

He hugged me and I stayed still, don't want to hurt his little skinny body.

" You're supposed to hug back. " He said and I awkwardly tried to hug him but it's so awkward for me.

" Quick. " He hurried me.

I rolled my eyes, " Hold on it's awkward and what are we even doing ? Role play ? " I asked as I placed my arms around him.

He chuckled, " I don't know other, I guess we are like the tiny ant in the cereal or the girl who wears yellow in the crowd now. "

I nodded and my heart honestly starts beating really quickly when I wrapped my arms around him. It felt so unreal that it's not a one sided love thing.

" What are you guys doi- "

Someone shines a torchlight on us and we began running for our lives, away from the field. We aren't allowed to date each other during this camp and what we are doing now is deceiving.

I dragged him to the storage room and we hid in there till the person with torchlight went away form us.

We got out quietly and walked back to our rooms with tents in it. It doesn't make sense but I guess, it's like my life.

" I didn't expect me to fall for a girl like you, the girl who only takes out her glasses for some guy who almost rape her alive. " He said.

" The door's there, leave. " I said as I walked away from him. Seriously, that situation is so traumatizing and yet he talks about it again as if it's a joke.

No it's not as if it's your last.

" Hey, hey i'm sorry. " I rolled my eyes and yanked his hand away from me as I started walking even faster so I would be away from him.

Sadly, that long legs of him managed to catch up with my short legs and he grabbed my hand from
behind.

He made me face him and I noticed he looks really sincerely and apologetic which honestly made me soft, softer than tofu.

Tofu stew i-

I need to shut up, it's not the right moment.

He placed my hair behind my ear and honestly I don't like it, like dude, stop playing with my hair. I get it, you want long hair like mine but still.

" I am really sincere in apologizing to you about what I've just said and i'm really sorry that I didn't care about your feelings but I'm just, "

He looked at me in the eyes,

" I'm just jealous. "

15th Dec 2017

This book is honestly going downhill HAHHA