Kaitou Joker stuff

Don't touch

Don't touch what that has already been broken

TRIGGER WARNING: Life issues. If you don't want to read, sure.

"We'll always be with you!"

Then why did you leave me?

"It doesn't matter as long as you do your best!"

Then why do you hate me?

"I'm counting on you!"

"You'll definitely get number 1!"

All these expectations I let down.

"Why is it that you, out of everyone in your friends, the ugliest and stupidest, love me?"

Why do you have to be so harsh?

"Why can't you be like her?"

I thought you said you like who I am.

Behind a fake name, people show who they truly and find people who are like them.

Behind a written story, you could change to what you always wanted to be.

Behind a written page, so much happiness is wished into it so people can smile or laugh. She makes jokes and always wants to help people.

When she feels empty, she talks to friends. They always helped her so she returns the favour.

But what's behind the person? A insecure girl that hates life. She despises it all her life. She's different from others and mocked.

People want her to be elegant and ladylike but she chooses to be a tomboy and rough. People's expectations are always so high that she feels like climbing a mountain is easier.

Liking anime in a K pop loving world? Her korean loving friends always push her to see korean, making her hate it instead of love it. They blamed her for hating it, not themselves and left her.

She knows people hate her but she's naive and helps them. They take advantage of her and leave as soon as they came.

She loved a boy that was her friend. The boy was disgusted and threw her away like garbage on trash day.

Everyone was better than her, she belittles herself and doesn't want to be a nuisance. She hides behind a wall of confidence but cries behind it.

She doesn't like this world, she wants to leave, she hates expectations. She loathes herself more than anything. She lies and lies and lies again, over and over and over.

Yet, she continues to help people behind the account. She doesn't know why, it makes her happier but she knows one day that pillar will be gone and she'll be left alone again.

Who wants to be besides a broken person anyway? That person will hurt their relatives, friends, everyone. No one wants that so they leave.

Behind the screen, she shows happiness and laughs. She's not broken behind the screen. She's happy.

Who would love a broken person anyway?