I can't stop thinking about you,
And how you hurt me.
How I stayed with you,
Even when you did.
How long i waited for you to change,
How much i changed to keep you.
How much you used to mean to me.
I cant get you out of my head
I lay awake at night,
Wishing for it to end,
Waiting for my thoughts to escape me,
Wanting things to be different.
Trying to stay strong for you,
Hoping something will change.
Wasting time trying to be perfect.
I can't get you out of my head.
You said you loved me, but never showed it
You said you needed me, but never called me.
You said you wanted me, but did you really?
I left for a good reason,
A great one.
I hate everything to do with you.
But why does a small part of me,
Still care?
I can't get you out of my head
Get out of my thoughts,
Get out of my mind,
Get out of my dreams,
Get out of my nightmares,
Get out of my heart,
Get out of my life,
Get out of my head.

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My Journal
PoetryThis is a journal that i have been keeping with me for a while. I'm putting it here so that anyone who feels the way i do will understand that someone is here to help you. If you relate to anything I've written feel free to ask questions. I'm here f...