Koko ➳ Kang Daniel [r18]

*:･ﾟ✧ Chapter 22 *:･ﾟ✧

Naalimpungatan ako dahil sa munting pag galaw ng kung ano sa may kamay ko, unti unti ko na dinilat ang mata ko at ang kirot ng ulo agad ang sumalubong sa akin!

Pinilit ko na umupo kahit na sumasakit pa ang ulo ko. The first thing that I noticed is the color peach and white as the motif of the room and now I'm certain, I'm in my room. I tried to remember what happened earlier, and shit!

Nakita ko ang malaking katawan ni Danik sa gilid ko, nakahiga ang ulo niya sa kama ko but he's sitting on my mini sofa!

The last thing that I remember is how I passed out while waiting for him last night! Nababad ako sa ulan, that explains why my head hurts like hell and I'm freezing to death! Nagkalagnat pa ata ako!

Maingat ako na tumayo, trying not to make a single sound that might wake him up. Lumapit ako sa kinaroroonan niya.

I can't believe that after how many weeks, he's finally here again, ngayon ko nalang uli siya nakita ng ganito kalapit and I don't know why my heart is aching yet happy at the same time. He looks like a kid when he's sleeping, nawala ang lamig na itsura niya pag natutulog, its funny how the last thing that I can remember about him is his cold stare towards me, can't blame myself though, talagang ang lamig niya sa akin and he doesn't even talk to me. Ayon ang ipinagkatataka ko noon pa, why does he suddenly gave me a cold shoulder?

I smiled bitterly as I stare at his face, my hand find its way to his hair and I stroke it gently, then bumaba ito sa mukha niya, I trace his face with my finger, to his mole, narrow nose and lips, trying to remember this angelic face because I know, once he wake up, he'll be giving me the same cold treatment again.

Every pain came back and heat my chest once again. It's a good thing na tulog mantika itong lalake na ito. I'm just thanking God for this moment kasi kahit papaano ay may concern parin siya sakin kahit na malamig na ang turing niya sa akin. I'm happy that he's here and I'm trying to savor this moment because he will leave and go to Shania again after this. Just this night.

Unti unti ako na lumapit sa kaniya, my heart is beating so fast, rinig na rinig ko kung paano ito mag wala sa loob, my hand is shaking too and I feel how tears escaped from my eyes when I tightly close my eyes as I plant a single kiss on his soft lips. Just for tonight, I keep on reminding myself.

Unti unti rin ang paglayo ng mukha ko sa kaniya and I think my heart just shattered into pieces knowing that I will now try to stop myself, that I will try to be happy and contented just by watching him from a far and be happy with the girl of his dreams.

Dinilat ko ang mata ko and I was shocked to see Danik's eyes are now open! He smiled at me but I can see the pain in his eyes while giving me that smile. Iniwas ko ang tingin ko dahil hindi ko nakakayanan ang sakit na hatid sa akin ng mga titig niya.

"S-sorry, n-nagising kita." My voice is shaking as I try to find something else to say. Agad agad akong tumayo and I was planning to go to the CR just to escape this moment when he grabbed my hand that caused me to sit on his lap.

Before I can say anything else, naramdaman ko na agad ang pag baon ng mukha ni Danik sa dibdib ko while hugging me so tight.

"Why are you always making it hard for me?" Nanghihina niya na sabi at mas hinigpitan pa ang yakap.

"Tell me Princess please. Nababaliw na ako dito." Inilayo niya ang mukha niya as he corner my face with both of his hands making sure that I won't find a way to escape his stare. Sunod sunod nanaman ang pag tulo ng luha ko while staring at the most beautiful pair of eyes I've ever seen, sincerity, pain and scared, I can see all of that emotions in his eyes, for the first time, I can see through him. He looked so vulnerable na nagtataka ako kung si Danik pa ba itong kaharap ko and that's when I realize it, he is showing me his weak side!

What are you scared of baby? Why are you hurting? Minsan lang ako mag assume pero is it because of me? Please let it be me.

"Please tell me what you really feel Kourtney please." Nag mamakaawa niya na sabi. His eyes are pleading me to tell all the feelings that I keep by myself, kaya kahit nanginginig ang boses at nanghihina at pinilit ko.

"N-nasasaktan a-ako! N-nasasaktan na ako D-danik!" I said while sobbing so hard, para akong bata na inaway at nag susumbong sa magulang. Danik is busy wiping my tears with his thumb, tahimik lang siya na nakikinig sa mga sinasabi ko.

"K-kala ko okay l-lang, p-pero it hurts s-seeing you h-happy and i-inlove with another girl! A-ng sakit pala!" I cried everything out, hindi ko iniisip kung naririnig na ba ang hikbi ko sa labas ng kwarto, I don't care if it is still 4 o'clock in the morning and I'm already crying my eyes out. I don't care anymore.

Danik suddenly pulled me towards him, ibinaon niya ako sa dibdib niya and he's making a soft stroke on my hair and it helps me to calm.

"Sino ba nag sabi na masaya ako sa iba hmm?" Malambing niya na sabi, he rested his chin on the top of my head while caressing my back and hair.

"Who said that I'm inlove with another girl, Princess hmm?"

He held my face once again at agad na hinanap ang mga titig ko, he brushed my lips with his thumb while the other one is caressing my face.

"The last time that I checked, you're the only girl that I'm inlove and happy with Koko, so tell me why the hell did you come up with that thought hmm?" He's voice is so husky na nagmimistulang bulong na ito. Napapikit ako sa hatid ng boses at ng mga haplos niya.

My heart feels like it will explode anytime soon. Did he just say that he loves me? Totoo ba ito? Am I dreaming because if yes then please, sana hindi na ako magising!

"I love you so much Koko and God knows how hurt I am when you're pushing me to another girl, so don't do that again please?" Bigla nanamang lumitaw ang sakit na emosyon sa mata niya pero mabilisan ko lang na nasulyapan iyon dahil inangkin na niya ang mga labi ko.

His kisses are different this time, maingat at mababaw ang mga halik na ibinibigay niya sa akin like he is kissing something fragile. Napapikit ako and I wrapped my shaking hands on his neck and I deepen the kiss, I kiss him with so much love and he returned the same intensity. His kisses makes me drunk and so lost but I still love the feeling of it.

"I love you." Bulong niya between our kisses. And I think I just had a heart attack