just me

11/14/2017

Now that's out of the way I guess I'll just write.

Huhhhh. Today is so boring I'm in first period right now and the teacher  is explaining Julius Caesar act 3. I'm trying so hard not to fall asleep. At least I have this to keep me busy.

I don't know what school you go to but I go to Needville high school home of the fighting bluejays. It's a really small town in the middle of the country. Literally. You probably live in the city.

I don't anymore. It's so weird for me. Everyone wears boots, belts with big buckles. Everyone drives a truck and if they don't own a truck they ride there horse to school, can you believe that. I don't own a truck so I ride scarlet (my horse) to school with my friends every morning.

Anyway we just finished football season and track has just started. I'm so excited. Also our school has been doing themes this week. For example:

Monday - dress for success day
Tuesday - pajama day
Wensday - tacky day
Thursday - tourist day
Friday - camo day

But our school volleyball team made it to state comps so we are out of school Friday because they want as many Needville residents to come watch.

So we are doing camp day and tacky day as one. I wish you could see some of the people today. There pretty funny.
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I'm in second period now (geometry 1) I hate math, it makes me so mad. I'm not the do my homework Evey night kind of guy. So yeah I've gotta lot to catch up on.

Oh hold on, it's morning announcements.
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Okay I'm back so now I learned that track practice is moved to after-school today so now I gotta cancel hanging out with my friend Grace.

Ohh did you know that we have video announcements all you gotta do is go on YouTube and type Needville bluejays morning announcements.

You'll probably see a few of my friends like:

Sunny
Sabrina
Milam
Jack
Sarah

Those are just a few

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Okay I had to do a math test on triangles and sides and degrees. It was very frustrating.

Okay now I'm in third period (Spanish)  right now and we're learning about negative responsis and cognates. I'm in Spanish one as a sophomore so yeah.

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OK so here is something big. Wait for it,  wait for it.

I'm GAY.

yes I said it. Sorry for all the people I know who follow me on Wattpad. I didn't tell y'all because I was scared. So please don't tell people. But if you do I can't get mad because it's my fault. I guess it would be a time for change.

So the only reason I told y'all I was gay was because I'm in 5th period  and  I've never been happier.

Theres this guy at our school. He's in the same grade as me, sophomore.
His name is Braxton Pieper (Pee-per)
And I love him so much.

We had a free day today, we didn't do any history work.  So I worked up the nerve to say hi. And next thing you know is were laughing and talking like theres no one else in the world but the two of us.

It was heaven. I couldn't stop myself from thinking of him. And while talking to him I got to actually look at him without being a creep.

I noticed how he has light blue flecks in his dark blue eyes. How he has one dimple in his left cheek just like me. How the roots of his hair start brown but end blonde.

I love his face and body so much, his smile his walk his personality. Everything about him. It's makes me so mad that I can only be a friend. If only he knew. The problem is, he's not gay.

But some times he just seems so gay. And when I ask people do you think Braxton is secretly gay. They would always say. "Yeah, he seems gay, a little".

That would get my hopes up. Because some people actually thought Braxton was secretly gay. But he's had three girlfriends. So that lowers my hopes. I hope I don't sound weird or I hope I'm not the only one who does this but sometimes I fantasize about me and him.

He's in band, track, he does athletics in 8th period. I do to, I always see him lift and watch his muscles flex. And sometimes if I'm lucky I see his butt when we change after class to go home. (He uses the school showers) :)

Any way you probably don't want to hear about this any more.

Good night people.  :)