So sick
I'm so sick of hiding
I always feel like I'm dying
Can't put myself first
Feel like my heart is gonna burst
I hold back from what I want most
Feel like I'm just a ghost
With my insecurities
There's no voice inside of me
Feel like I'm just there to please
But even through all the hurt that I'm feelin
The skin on my body just ain't peelin
My walls are set so high
My eyes are just so dry
I ain't gonna lie
All I see are the things that are wrong with me
Too fat
Too short
Too shy
Too good
Oh how I wish I could
Just change the things that I see in me
Yeah I'm so sick of trying so bad and low
So done with wishin that I could change myself

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Feelings
PoésieThese are all original raps I made, that I'm posting as poems. These are poems of being in the moment, moment of passion. The ups and downs of life. That hopefully many can relate to, since I'm pretty sure we have all felt this way at some point.