I can always feel the pit in my stomach
Feeling like I'm alone even out in public
I hate the feeling in my knees that brings me down to plummet
The weight is so heavy
You might even say that it can be deadly
Tell me
A reason why
I shouldn't just go and die?
Because it's gonna get better?
All that I wanna do is write a suicide letter
You don't know that I ruin everything I touch
Everything I've ever known never turned out to be much
I used to come in clutch
With all that you needed
But in the long run it never succeeded
I hurt everyone I love
I feel like I'm something to dispose of
Maybe I can do better watching from up above
That's only if I did well
Who knows maybe I'll end up in Hell
Every thought I have of all the times I fucked up
Brings me down, like a dog, like a pup
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Feelings
PoetryThese are all original raps I made, that I'm posting as poems. These are poems of being in the moment, moment of passion. The ups and downs of life. That hopefully many can relate to, since I'm pretty sure we have all felt this way at some point.