Pit Pain

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I can always feel the pit in my stomach
Feeling like I'm alone even out in public
I hate the feeling in my knees that brings me down to plummet
The weight is so heavy
You might even say that it can be deadly
Tell me
A reason why
I shouldn't just go and die?
Because it's gonna get better?
All that I wanna do is write a suicide letter
You don't know that I ruin everything I touch
Everything I've ever known never turned out to be much
I used to come in clutch
With all that you needed
But in the long run it never succeeded
I hurt everyone I love
I feel like I'm something to dispose of
Maybe I can do better watching from up above
That's only if I did well
Who knows maybe I'll end up in Hell
Every thought I have of all the times I fucked up
Brings me down, like a dog, like a pup

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