I never realize why I've been so emotional
My heart has been stripped bare and that was something completely uncontrollable
Shocking I didn't even feel it
Or did I?
I felt it rip
My heart has taken so many hits
Locked up and set free now it's just a crip
Everything just feels like waves
Crashing and bashing
My heart tries to hide,to get away, in caves
I feel so numb
At the same time I feel everything
Maybe I'm just dumb
I constantly feel like crying
Like something inside of me is dying
I look at myself I don't even know who I am
How?
I try to stay true to myself in any way that I can
Those who broke me
Who took my heart
Those I didn't recognize before me I set free
Society out here making me feel like I'm not good enough
Wanting what others have
Man life is just rough
The adults don't realize the new world we live in
They look but they don't see
That everything is just made of tin
Cold and metal
But that's just the outside
Reality is we're still a soft and delicate petal
I can't tell you the amount of times where I just wanted to die
Be gone
But I'm done asking why
I just want to live
Feel something real
There's so much that in this world I just want to forgive
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Feelings
PoesíaThese are all original raps I made, that I'm posting as poems. These are poems of being in the moment, moment of passion. The ups and downs of life. That hopefully many can relate to, since I'm pretty sure we have all felt this way at some point.