Feelings

Why?

Why do the ones we love the most
Treat us as if we are just a ghost?
Something there just to roast
Why haven't I learned my lesson?
I always be stressin
About how another person might be agressin
I shouldn't be expressin
How I really feel because of how someone might be usin it for their own succession
They be possesin my heart
And using it till I fall apart
I used to believe in having people close
But now that they're here they makin me feel gross
They treat like my feelings are just something to dispose
Sorry but it's time to get the word out and expose
All your lies
Your hideous disguise
To show your the real one to despise
Cause I'm tired of asking why?
Crying lookin up at the sky
Feeling like I'm the one who should die
Because the way you didn't even say goodbye
I want to believe that there are good people out there
But right now it seems as if nobody's there to care
At least not about me
All they do is flee
Why? Is there something wrong with me?
I have my heart locked and no one has the key
But that's okay cause I'm fine not using we
You got a new boo
But I bet her pussy smell like poo
All I wanted was a friend, I thought you did too
Guess not cause you got something new
Now you hangin out with your new crew
I never thought that this would happen
Because of how you were telling me you couldn't even imagine
What it was like to have a real friend
One who was truly there till the end
Where did your mind bend
When you were dying emotionally
I was the only one who stayed when you were screaming out save me
Now that you're alive your threw me down under
Now I stop to wonder
How did I plunder?
By the one who said they'd never stab me in the back
The one I saved when they fell through the crack
Why?