A Bit Of Me

I found this in my notes

Fireflies

The aching beat in my chest that is my heart has finally began to slow to a stop.
So i wish this wish that i go in the night while the crickets play their midnight song and the fireflies come to play.
Wish me peace as I begin to fly, I'll fly to a place a long journey from here and sing to the plants and the trees. It is my true destiny.

Truth of music

You want to hear a happy song but you cant find one that consists of true meaning. Why? Because no one sings a song because they are full of joy. You sing a lovely song because you want to find you're words. Happy songs are full of tricks, only confusing the listener into thinking their fine, but in reality they use their songs for a mask

I dreamt of fairies, pixies and nixies
Their lovely wings beating the air making the wind sound like lightly played drums. I saw their glow so i fallowed, and it lead me to a land of peace. But i jerked awake to the sound of thunder crashing, and electricity buzzing on and off. I began to toe my way to the walk as heard that familiar beat. I looked behind and what i saw i couldn't believe, a young winged person sitting on to of my bed this let me know the world was not hopeless, just a bit foggy from the rain.

Wait a little longer
You cant grow a flower without having a bit of rain. You can't bring life to a child without an infante amount of pain. No country is freed without blood sweat and death, and no heart is won because you are perfect. So if you feel as if you will never be mended that is false, you must wait for a rose, or a tiny baby boy, you must be patient because one day you will rule a country.

I draw on my wrist i draw on my legs i draw on my hips. I draw with red sharpie and it wont come off. It burns in the shower it burns at the slightest touch, its puffy and red and flows in my veins

I was small when i wrote this
No one reads this
Welp
Its okay