17 and pregnant

It's Monday, and I feel absolutely horrible. I've been sick for about 2 weeks, but it fades away in the afternoon. I'm leaving soon to go to the hospital with my boy friend ,Hunter.He thinks that I just have an untreated flu, but I don't think it would last this long.. But I guess we will see. I looked at my phone screen and Hunter's name popped up. I answered

"Hey babe, I'm just leaving the house, I will be there soon."

"Okay. Sounds good do you want me to wait outside?"

"No,ill come inside. But I'm going to let you go so I can drive. I Love you Aria."

" I Love you too."

The call ended. I caught my self smiling like a fool. I get the butterflies, every time he tells me he loves me. He's literally the sweetest guy I have ever met.

Have you ever had feelings so strong for someone it really just makes you stupid ? That's exactly how I feel, and sometimes I get depressed. Almost all the time. He doesn't know. But he's saw my scars , he thinks I stopped.. Clearly I didn't. Nobody understands me like he does,nobody in the world.

I heard the door bell ring. A smile came upon my face. He's here, I thought to myself. I yelled 'come in! '

I was wearing yoga pants, and a t-shirt under my zip up sweater with my over the shoulder small purse.. I usually don't wear yoga pants but I'm bloated. Not even sure why , but my jeans don't fit..

He came in and sat on the kitchen stool and watched me finish eating my raspberries, they are my favorite fruit,since I have been craving them so much. When I finished my raspberries he asked if we were going to get going and I said yes. As he was driving there he grabbed my hand and told me he loved me,and honestly just little things like that make my entire day. He's perfect. When we got to the hospital, we went to the front desk and checked in. The lady said "You can go have a seat" after about 10 minutes of waiting ,the nurse came out.

"Aria ? "

"Right here." I said loud enough for her to hear it. I got up and walked towards her with hunter following me.

"Come this way please"

As Hunter and I followed her , we walked past this women with a baby. It was so cute! I can't wait to have children... When we got into the room the nurse asked me what was wrong.

"I have been sick and puking almost everyday, for two weeks. I also have been bloated for a couple days and can't really fit in my jeans." Hunter looked at me in a really concerned way, but I shrugged it off.

"Okay. Well I'm going to go talk to the doctor and we will figure out what's wrong."

When she left,she closed the door behind her. Hunter stared at me for, what seemed like forever, then a few minutes passed and the doctor walked in with a box in his pocket. It was a small one.

Shit.