Dedicated to harvestlight
So this is how it's gonna be. Me liking people when they really don't give a nutcracker to care for me. I still can't believe that Aiden dosen't like me though, but I should have expected it so time to sleep.
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I think I should call him I can't stop thinking about hat happened. Ok I'm going to call him.
"Hi I think that we should go to Panda Express to talk about you-know-what." I said
"Don't you think that it's to soon to talk about it?" He said
"Not really its been a week and it's has been bugging me so let's talk about it."
"OK, but what do we need to talk about again?" Wow, boys and their short attention spans.
"About me liking you and you liking me in elementary school." I said
"Oh right, ok so meet you there in 30 minutes."
"I'll be there in 20. Bye."
"Bye"
20 minutes later
"Hi Aiden." I said
"Hi, so let's get to it. I liked you and I still like you so will you go out with me?"
"Whoa that was really fast, can we slow it down so I can take it all in?"
"Um sure, so I liked you in elementary school and I went out with other people to get my mind off you especially in middle school since we went to different schools."
"Well I guess we are in the same boat except I never went out with anybody and still never had a boyfriend mind you, I guess no one really every thought I was very pretty." I was looking down and he put his hand on my chin and lifted my head so I was facing him.
"Well then they don't know what they are missing." He attempted to kiss me but I moved my face and he stopped, I wanted to kiss him, I really did, but I just couldn't do it and I don't know why.
"I'm sorry I want to but I just can't yet. I think...maybe this is all to soon."
"Yeah your right besides I was just joking with you, I don't want to go out with you, those boys we all right." Tears threatened to spill. I couldn't believe he just said that, but I looked him straight him in his eyes and saw something. He looked angry and sad but there something else. Was it guilt, no it couldn't be, he wouldn't say something like that if he was going to feel guilty afterwards.
"Wow, I never knew this is how you were always so nice. What happened?" I asked, I WAS SO ANGRY.
"You happened Natalie!" he yelled, storming out of the restaurant I was so confused, what just happened?
