Shattered

Chapter Thirty-two

A/N: Sorry for not updating for a while my dear Kn8tters, now I'm back, 100% and I promise to keep giving you more. Feel free to comment what ever you may feel and please do vote. Sorry for any typos and errors, typing from a phone is no joke. Enjoy!!!! Xo
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Mandy

Brendan calls me as I'm walking into one of my first classes for the way, just as I take my phone out to answer his call my heart skips a beat a gasp escaping my lips as well. Brendan put a picture of me in my bra, looking through my closet, my hand in my hair. It's that kind of picture where you look natural, but not good looking at all, In any aspect. A person passing by and almost pushing me over forces me break out of my frozen state and actually answer the call.

"Hey baby" he says and for a moment I forget how I wanted to tell him off about changing his contact image and putting pictures of me half naked instead. Just like he always does, he manages to warm my heart instantly by the use of his favorite word of affection.

"Brendan" I try to hiss and fail miserably as it comes out as more of a whisper than anything

"I take you just love my sexy new contact image" he says and I swear I him smirk

How's that sexy????

"love?" I almost laugh

"-...and you can't wait to see me tonight and show me just how much you've missed me" he cuts me off and as his words sink in I can't help but admit that I really have missed him. Since I moved into my dorm I haven't really been around at the house much as I just kind of allowed myself to drown in college life; assignments, clubs and all that sort. Getting my life back on track is too priority, I've already lost almost a year of my life talk about high school, thus I really need to secure my future, being a werewolf doesn't mean I get to escape life's woes of responsibility and employment and stuff like that, that shit exists, even in this E.T world.  Thinking back to my original plan,it feels as though its been a lifetime since I was committed to it,when it was only last year. The plan was to get the hell out of town after high school, get as far away from home as possible, enrol into a super large college, major on Psychology or Literature take as many classes as I could in a semester, graduate quickly and set off into the world, be my own person dependent on myself and never look back. But If I'm a living testament to any thing it's that things don't always go as planned , things don't alway go how exactly you want them to, back then cooking up this plan, shape shifting and falling in love with a century year old werewolf wasn't in the picture, now it is....and I couldn't be happier, though I just admit, the allegiance and passion I feel for him scares me sometimes when I think of what I did to Brick simply because he was hurting him. Anyways, New life, New plan, what can you do, when life gives you lemons thinking that it has damned you, but it hasn't because you've grown accustomed to the bitterness so much that they taste like oranges now, you simply suck it up and enjoy the ride. I know I totally screwed that quote up, but what the back, it's old anyway, doomed from the beginning.

"Mandy?" He startled startled as i'd forgotten I was on the phone

"Yes babe, right here...you were saying"

He scoffs and thank goodness I suddenly remember what he was saying, he hates it when I give him time to overthink things

"Right" I murmur  "of course I miss you Brendan. I can barely say a sentence without something reminding me of you"

"And I would love to see you tonight, though I can hardly wait...tonighy seems a decade away" I continue

I listen in awe at the sound of him lighting chuckling and I literally feel my insides melt and my fingers tinge at the thought of touching him.