Welcome to California

Seven

Blake's POV

He gives me quick hug and runs down the stairs. I walk down the stairs into the parking lot and search for my car. I hop into it and sit down.

I can't realize what just happened. It's not like really anything happen but he just ran off. Like, I understand. I really do he has to work but couldn't he just, I don't know stay?

It was probably because he didn't actually enjoy the evening. He probably just played nice. I need to stop thinking about this! I feel like I can't breathe.
I can't breathe!
I can't breathe!
I can't breathe!
I can't breathe!
I can't breathe!
I can't breathe!
I can't breathe!
I can't breathe!
I can't breathe!
I can't breathe!
I need to stop thinking about this! I know that I'm breathing but I can't feel the air get to my lungs! My body starts shaking and I can feel how my eyes start to tear up.
Fuck!!! Why am I like this, why do I just start crying.
I can't breathe!
I can't breathe!
I can't breathe!
I can't breathe!
I can't breathe!
I can't breathe!
I can't breathe!
I can't breathe!
I can't breathe!
I can't breathe!
I know that I should stop obsessing over the thought, but I can't. I feel my body shaking and the tears run over my cheeks, I try to find my phone and when I finally found it I try to find Mikes nummber.

Mike: Hey! How are you?
Blake: I CAN'T BREATHE MIKE!!! I NEED YOU TO PICK ...
Mike: Calm down Blake, you're alright! Trust me!
Blake: NO, NO, NO I'M NOT ALRIGHT!!! MIKE I DON'T KNOW WHERE I AM AND I CAN'T BREATHE!!! YOU NEED TO COME AND PICK ME UP!!! MIKE ARE YOU HERE? CAN YOU HERE ME! PLEASEEE!!!! PLEASE MAKE IT STOP MIKE MAKE IT STOP!!!
Mike: BLAKE!!! CALM DOWN!!! Can you tell me happend abd where you are?
Blake: I DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED! HE JUST RAN AWAY AND I WENT TO MY CAR AND I CAN'T FEEL MY BODY MILE!!! I NEED YOUR HELP!!!! I'M AT A PARKING LOT NEAR THE DINNER BUT, BUT...
Mike: Okey, Okey me and Maison are coming to pick you up okey? Can you try to calm down and we're gonna search for you and we'll pick you up. Is that okey can you do that???
Blake: CAN I DO WHAT???
Mike: Blake, I need you to calm down! Can you do that?
Blake: II'LL TRY
Mike: Okey we're on our way!

I try to put my phone back into my bag but I'm shaking so much that it falls down. I try to search it but I can't find it cause my eyes are full of tears.
Calm down!
Calm down!
Calm down!
I repeat in my head but it doesn't help! I can't stop shaking and crying!

Mike's POV

"Maison, what if something really bad happend to her? What if she got raped or something?" I ask and he tells me to calm down, but I can't! She sounded so scared and terrified! I hope we're gonna find her soon. I can't imagine her sitting somewhere crying like she just did on the phone.

We finally reach the dinner and park there, but she's not here. She said she was near the dinner. "Fuck this could be anywhere!" Maison says and I nod. "You know what I'm gonna call her!" I grab formy phone and dail her number. I wait for the ring and it rings a few times but she doesn't pick up. Fuck, Fuck I need to find her!

We drive of again and search off all the parking lots near the dinner. We come to a parking lot in front of a apartment complex. " Mike she's not here trust me! Why should she be in the parking lot of a apartment complex. She doesn't know anyone here!" Maison says and I know he's right but I ignore him and get out of the car.

"Mike, she's not..." - "BUT WHAT IF SHE IS! MAISON, WHAT IF SHE IS HERE BECAUSE SHE GOT LOST OR SOMETHING AND WE JUST DRIVE PAST HER CAUSE THE FUCKING POSSIBILITY THAT SHE IS ISN'T THAT BIG!!! SO YOU CAN STAY IN THE CAR, BUT I'M GONNA SEARCH FOR HER AND I DON'T NEED YOU NAGGING IN MY BACK, WHILE I TRY TO FIND OUR BEST FRIEND!!!"